careful.â
âIâm careful.â
âWhen we talked about you not going back to work, I didnât mean you had to take on everything at home, thatâs all.â
She heard the concern in his voice, knew he was being sincere and not trying to be overbearing or patronizing. Just like she knew that if she didnât organize the house, it would not only take him forever to even get started, but once he did, heâd put everything in all the wrong places.
Ginny tried to keep her voice light. âWhat am I supposed to do, Sean? Sit around all day eating bonbons and watching the soaps? Do they even have soaps on anymore?â
Silence ticked between them. Sheâd probably hurt his feelings. She tried again. âI have to do something , okay? Iâll go slow; I wonât lift anything heavy. But if nothing else, I need to be able to get the kitchen organized so I can go to the store and buy us some food. We canât survive on takeout.â
Well. They could. Their budget was another story. Even as she thought about the grocery store, she remembered the fast-food burger joint in the parking lot. She could just about murder a burger, fries and milkshake. The worst food always made her feel the best.
âYou could get your studio set up,â Sean said after another half a minute. âThatâs not too strenuous.â
Ginny laughed softly. âNot physically, no. Mentallyâ¦â
âYouâre a great painter.â
âSure. Of walls.â She looked around the kitchen. âSpeaking of whichâ¦â
âNo,â Sean said. âNo way. Donât even think about it.â
âI could just stop at the paint storeâ¦look at colors.â
âI told you we could go this weekend.â Now he sounded as irritable as she felt, which in turn only made her all the more annoyed. âI donât want you lifting heavy paint cans, and besides, Ginny, I know you. Youâll go to pick out colors and come back with all the stuff, and Iâll find you up on a ladder when I get home.â
She couldnât really argue with him, since that was true. Still, it didnât sit well with her to be lectured that way, even if he had good intentions. âYou worry too much.â
More silence. Now sheâd hurt his feelings for sure. He always clammed up when he was upset, and she stifled a sigh. She settled for a halfhearted apology instead. âIâm sorry.â
âI worry. Of course I do. Am I not allowed?â
She rubbed the space between her eyes with the tip of her finger. âOf course you are. Butââ
âIâll stop and pick up something for dinner on the way home,â he told her. âItâs Friday. We can just relax tonight, and tomorrow weâll hit the grocery store, the mall, the paint store, whatever you want. Okay? Iâll be there to do the heavy lifting, and you can pick out the colors. I can paint Sunday, before anything gets unpacked. Easier that way, we wonât have to cover the furniture or anything.â
When he put it that way, made it sound so reasonable she couldnât argue, there was no way for her to reply with anything but a murmured âfine.â
It was far from fine, but as usual, Sean didnât appear to hear the frustration in her voice. âGood. What do you want for dinner?â
âIf youâre going to pick it up,â Ginny said in a clipped tone, âyou should just decide.â
âOkay, good idea. Iâll surprise you. Iâll be home a little later than usual, then. Are you good for now, though? Should I have my momââ
âNo. If I need anything, Iâll tell my sister to bring it over.â She couldnât tell him enough times that she didnât need his mother to help her do the things she could do on her own, or with the help of her own mother or siblings. Or friends. Seanâs mother meant well, but she was an easily