behavior management.ââ He throws himself back on the bed. âWhy canât she just smack me around the way some mothers do, then let it go? It would save us both time andââ
Maybe because she loves you more than that!
I think. I jump up.
âSarah...wait...â
âCut to the chase, Sullivan,â I say from the doorway. âYou called me up here because you want me to help you with the puzzle, right? Why me?â
âBecause Johanna would tell me to piss off if I asked her. Brantâs not here in the evening; even if he were, he would tell me that jigsaws arenât cool. Taylor scares the hell out of me. Nicky might eat the pieces. Please...will you help me?â
âIs it still punishment if I help you?â
âThat depends on you, I guess.â
Ouch. Ten points for Sullivan.
Sullivan tosses the tiger aside, falls off the bed onto his knees and pleads with me. âPuh-leeeeeese, Sarah. Mom never said I had to do it alone. You know how she is, always preaching âresourcefulness.â We can spread the puzzle out on this old ping-pong table that Dr. Fred keeps out in the storage shed. Itâs got a broken leg but we can find a way to prop it up.â
âWhatâs in it for me?â
Sullivan doesnât miss a beat. âRatgut is in Ottawa the second week of August. I have two tickets. Won them last week on a radio call-in show. Ninth caller through. Iâve been
so
pumped about seeing them live. Theyâre amazing. I thought about seeing if one of the guys I was hanging out with yesterday wanted to go with meâthey all have carsâ but if you help me
and
we get the puzzle done by then, Iâll take you instead. How about it? Weâve got almost a month to finish the puzzle. If I ask, Iâm sure my dad will come down from Riverwood to drive us there and back. Itâll be a late night, but youâre allowed off-island after evening chores, arenât you? Ratgut is...â Sullivan pauses, gets down on all fours, reaches down under his bed again and extracts a CD . He thrusts it up at me. âHere. Take this back to your cabin tonight. You have to listen all the way through to get a real feel for it. Itâs...
genius
.â
Forget the stupid rock concert, I think, my brain spinning faster than any CD . Sullivan is my Golden Ticket.My ticket into the city. My ticket into my fatherâs restaurant without my mother knowing. My ticket to finding that hated shoe box full of old Polaroids. My ticket to freedom. My future.
My facial muscles relax for the first time since arriving at Camp Dog Gone Fun. I smile openly at another human being for the first time in what is probably years. âIâll do it.â I reach out to shake Sullivanâs hand, to seal the deal, hoping he doesnât take it too personally when I ditch him at the concert gates.
TEN
A week later, Sullivan bangs into the kitchen through the screen door. Iâm slicing carrots for a beef stew.
âNice job,â he says, sidling up to me and watching as the thin slices fall onto the cutting board like orange dominoes. He grabs a few and inspects them. âHow do you get them all the same thickness like this?â
âItâs all in the wrist,â I tell him, holding up my left arm and giving it a shake.
Now get out, Sullivan, I think. You smell like the dog barn. Your cheerfulness distracts me from my work.
And work it is.
Dr. Fred and Victoria have put me in charge of meals. All meals. It wasnât forced on me; they shamelessly spent this morning begging me to do it. Then, over lunch, the other âvolunteersâ and Sullivan voted unanimously to take on my dog duties, even Poo Patrol, if Iâd take care of breakfast, lunch and dinner for the rest of the summer. It was the promise of no more Poo Patrol that clinched the deal.(âBut not Judy. No way,â Sullivan had said. âSheâs attached herself to you,
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