complicated.
Sheâd put it behind her, and for years sheâd convinced herself sheâd done the right thing. They hadnât been right for each other then, and there was no reason to think things were any different now, despite the changes theyâd both undergone.
So why couldnât she stop thinking about him?
Lana looked out the window. Dusk was settling on her overgrown backyard, and she hadnât heard a peep out of Rob since heâd gone outside with his football a couple of hours earlier. She adjusted the heat on the stove and walked to the front door.
A gust of cool autumn air hit her as she opened the door. âRob?â she called out.
âOver here, Mom,â her sonâs voice answered from the side yard.
Lana stepped off the porch. She saw Rob and a neighbor boy tossing the football, and took comfort in the normal little-boyness of it. âDinner in about twenty minutes. Noah? Would you like to have spaghetti and meatballs with us?â
âNo, thanks, Mrs. Gaston. My mom wants me home.â
âOkay. Maybe this weekend.â She turned her gaze back on her son. âNot too long, Robbie. Itâs getting dark.â
Rob snorted and glanced sideways at his buddy. âMy mom thinks bogeymen come out of the bushes when the sun goes down. In Destiny.â
âHey,â Noah said, âwe did have a murder.â
âExactly,â Lana said with a nod. She decided she liked Robâs friend Noah. âTen more minutes, okay? Then you can come in and set the table.â
âOkay, Mom,â Rob answered distractedly. He and Noah were already tossing the ball again.
Lana sighed as she stepped back inside. Sometimes she felt like she was losing her son. He was growing, getting more independent, testing his boundaries. She knew that was natural. But she missed the little boy who would crawl into her lap for kisses and beg to be tucked in.
Five minutes later, as she was tasting the spaghetti sauce, a horrific noise reverberated all over the house. It started with a shrieking, like a wreck between two wooden ships, then turned into something that sounded like an avalanche pouring onto the roof.
Lana dropped her wooden spoon, splattering red sauce all over the white linoleum floor. She ran out the kitchen door into the backyard and swiveled around. Nothing on the roof. She didnât immediately seeâ
Oh, no
, she thought as panic rose in her throat. The garage. Her feet felt like lead as she dragged them around the side of the house. The sight that greeted her was every motherâs nightmare. The garage roof was now in pieces on the ground. And Robâs sneakers at the end of two denim-clad legs, frighteningly still, were all that was visible beneath the rubble.
Lana, granted a strength and quickness she didnât know she had, leapt to the site of the disaster and began clawing at the hunks of wood, loose shingles, and tar paper that covered her son. Like a crazed burrowinganimal, she sent heavy pieces of debris flying through the air as if they were wads of paper until sheâd uncovered her sonâs too-pale face. His eyes were closed, and he was bleeding from a scrape on his forehead.
âRob? Rob!â Recalling some long-ago first-aid class, she fell to her knees and reached for the pulse point at his neck. But she was shaking so badly, she wouldnât have known a pulse from an earthquake.
âLana!â a voice behind her said. âIs he okay?â It was Sandra Sutcliffe, Noahâs mother. Noah stood beside her, white-faced. âI heard the crash and looked out the windowââ
âI donât know. Dear God, heâs not moving.â But he was breathing. She could see the reassuring rise and fall of his chest.
âIâll call 911,â Sandra said.
Other neighbors trickled over. Bill Watts from next door offered Lana a clean handkerchief to blot the blood on Robâs forehead. There was so