couldnât agree more,â Mr. Denison said. He edged closer to Sarah. âWhat say you, my dear?â
Nooooo!!!
Realizing that her hands were trembling, Sarah closed her eyes and prayed for strength. âPerfect,â she managed, even as her mind began contemplating a speedy escape. Portsmouth wasnât far. Maybe she could board a ship bound for America. If she could find the money to sponsor such a journey.
âWell then,â Mr. Denison said, âperhaps youâd like to join me for a stroll in the garden tomorrow. Iâve been told thereâs an antique sundialâÂshould prove interesting.â
âIâm sure it will,â Sarah said politely. Apparently she would not have to plan an escape after all, since she was clearly destined to perish from boredom.
Once again Mr. Denison beamed, offering Sarah a direct view of his teeth. Each was crooked, and one was even missing. She tried not to wince at the thought of eventually having to kiss him. Ga!
Mr. Denison rose. âIf youâll excuse me, Iâd like to rest before dinner this evening. Thank you for your time, Lord Andover. Lady Sarah, Iâll look forward to seeing you later.â
Sarah nodded, still struggling to comprehend what had just transpiredâÂthat her future had been determined by men and that it didnât look the least bit bright. Sheâd always imagined sheâd marry for love. Love . How easy it was to conjure an empty reflection of that emotion with pretty words. Words sheâd fallen prey to once with embarrassing ease. No, she would not marry for love. She would marry because her parents were desperate to be rid of her, which, to be fair, was not such an uncommon reason.
Schooling her emotions, Sarah rose, as did her father. âI ought to go and pick out a gown for dinner this evening,â she said, grateful that her voice did not reflect her inner turmoil. âIâll want to look my best for Mr. Denison.â
âDonât squander this opportunity,â her father said, his face drawn in grim lines. âYou have your sisters to consider. As soon as you are settled, theyâll be less likely to have their reputations ruined by association, if word were to get out.â
âIt wonât,â Sarah said. It hadnât yet.
âStill, youâll be your husbandâs responsibility, and as a married woman living in YorkshireâÂâ
âIâm going to Yorkshire? For good?â She might as well be going to the moon.
âItâs where Mr. Denison has his homeâÂa horse farm with spectacular Thoroughbreds, including ten prime mares, in case youâre wondering. Once we breed them with that stallion I bought in Germany last year, weâll produce some fine racers.â
âA horse farm,â Sarah echoed, feeling weak. Of course her father would leap at the opportunity to form an alliance with a fellow horse enthusiast. Especially if there was money in it, which there would be, considering the best horses sold for somewhere in the vicinity of one thousand pounds, perhaps more.
âAnd if I donât comply?â
Heavy creases formed upon her fatherâs brow. âWeâve been over this a dozen times before, Sarah. You were born to procure land, status and opportunity through marriage. Squandering your chance to do your duty . . .â He took a breath, visibly agitated as he stared at her without compassion. âI have done the best I can, under the circumstances, providing a match for you that will benefit this family greatly.â
âBy sending me off to Yorkshire to live on a horse farm.â
âIf itâs any consolation, I wish I could go in your stead.â
âAnd marry Mr. Denison? Iâm sure youâd make a delightful Âcouple. I certainly woulâÂâ
âWatch your tongue, Sarah!â Her fatherâs voice ricocheted off the walls. He paused and took