closeâ¦â She saw his jaw tighten, as everyoneâs did these days when her brotherâs name was mentioned. Aleksi was trouble. Aleksi, now head of the Kolovsky fortune, was a loose cannon about to explode at any moment. Annika was the only one he was close to; even his twin Iosef was being pushed aside as Aleksi careered out of control. She looked down at her coffee then, but it blurred, so she pressed her fingers into her eyes.
âYou can talk to me,â Ross said.
âWhy would I?â
âBecause thatâs what people do,â Ross said. âSome people you know you can talk to, and some peopleâ¦â He stopped then. He could see she didnât understand, and neither really did Ross. He swallowed down the words he had been about to utter and changed tack. âI am going to Spain in three, nearly four weeks.â He smiled at her frown. âCaroline doesnât know; Admin doesnât know. Intruth, they are going to be furious when they find out. I am putting off telling them till I have spoken with a friend who I am hoping can cover for meâ¦â
âWhy are you telling me this?â
âBecause Iâm asking you to tell me things youâd rather no one else knew.â
She took her fingers out of her eyes and looked up to find that smile.
âIt would be rude not to share,â he said.
He was dangerous.
She could almost hear her motherâs rule that you discussed family with no one breaking.
âMy mother does not want me to nurse,â Annika tentatively explained. And the skies didnât open with a roar, missiles didnât engage. There was just the smell of coffee and the warmth of his eyes. âShe has cut me off financially until I come back home. I still see her, I still go over and I still attend functions. I havenât cut myself off. It is my mother who has cut me offâfinancially, anyway. Thatâs why Iâm working these shifts.â
He didnât understandâactually, he didnât fully believe it.
He could guess at what her car was worth, and he knew from his friend that Annika was doted upon. Then there was Aleksi and his billions, and Iosef, even if they argued, would surely help her out.
âDoes Iosef know youâre doing extra shifts?â
âWe donât talk much,â Annika admitted. âWe donât get on; we just never have. I was always a daddyâs girl, the little princess⦠Levander, my older brother, thinks the sameâ¦â She gave a helpless shrug. âI was always pleading with them to toe the line, to stop making waves in the family. Iosef is just waiting for me to quit.â
âIosef cares about you.â
âHe offers me money,â Annika scoffed. âBut really he is just waiting for this phase to be over. If I want money I will ask Aleksi, but, really, how can I be independent if all I do is cash cheques?â
âAnd how can you study and do placements and be a Kolovsky if youâre cramming in extra shifts everywhere?â
She didnât know how, because she was failing at every turn.
âI get by,â she settled for. âI have learnt that I can blowdry my own hair, that foils every month are not essential, that a massage each week and a pedicure and manicureâ¦â Her voice sounded strangled for a moment. âI am spoilt, as my brothers have always pointed out, and I am trying to learn not to be, but I keep messing up.â
âTell me?â
She was surprised when she opened her screwed up eyes, to see that he was smiling.
âTell me how you mess up?â
âI used to eat a lot of takeaway,â she admitted, and he was still smiling, so she was more honest, and Ross found out that Annikaâs idea of takeaway wasnât the same as his! âI had the restaurants deliver.â
âCanât you cook?â
âIâm a fantastic cook,â Annika answered.
âThatâs
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