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star-dream would matter, if someone wanted to tap me out. Nor would my descent from the First Climber help me. There are very few members of the House of the Wall who don't claim descent from Him; and even if half of them are lying, that still leaves a great multitude in whose veins His blood flows. So Climber-blood is not an automatic ticket to the Pilgrimage. Was I standing with one shoulder higher than another, and was that bothersome? Tap. Was the glint of my gaze or the set of my jaw too arrogant? Would the fact that one of my legs was lame count against me, despite all I had done to compensate for that accident of birth? Tap. Tap. Was some Master's knee aching that morning, making him irascible? Tap. And out goes Poilar.
    As I say, I was young and ignorant then. I had no understanding of the real purpose of Winnowing.
    And so I stood as stiff as a tree, trying not to tremble, as the Masters moved among us. Tap! and Moklinn was gone, the tall graceful boy who was the finest athlete the village had seen since the great days of Thrance. Tap! and the simpleton girl Ellitt was dismissed. Tap! and there went Baligan, the younger son of the head of the House of Singers. Tap! Tap! Tap!
    What was the criterion? Casting Ellitt aside I could understand, for her mind was like a child's, and she would perish quickly on the Wall. But why tap splendid Moklinn? Why tap Baligan, whose soul was as pure as a mountain stream? So it went, the tap falling upon some obvious choices for culling and on some of the finest young people of the village. I watched the tapped ones drift away, looking stunned. And I waited in a chill of fright as the Master who was tapping in our line made his unhurried way down the rank toward me. He was Bertoll, my mother's oldest brother. All the Masters were men of my own family: it could not be helped, I was a member of Wallclan. And so they all knew of my obsession with the Wall. Unwisely, rashly, boyishly, I had told everyone again and again that I meant to see the Summit. They had merely smiled. Had I angered them with my boastfulness? Had they decided to teach me a lesson?
    I died a thousand deaths in those few minutes. I wished a million million times that I had been born into any other House, that I had been a Carpenter, a Musician, even a Sweeper, so that none of the Masters would have known what was in my soul. Now Bertoll was going to tap me, purely to cut me down for my brashness. I knew he would. I was certain of it. And I vowed then and there that if he did I would kill him and then myself, before the moons rose that evening.
    I stood still as stone, eyes rigid, staring forward.
    Bertoll passed me by without even looking at me, and went on down the row.
    Tears of relief ran down my cheeks. All my fearful sweaty imaginings had been for nought. But then I thought: What of Traiben? I had been so concerned with my own fate that I hadn't bothered to think about him. I swung around and glanced behind me, down the line next to mine, just in time to see that line's Master go past little scrawny Traiben as though he hadn't been there at all and reach out to tap a great sturdy boy behind him.
    "It makes no sense," I said to him when the Winnowing was over. A hundred and eighty had been tapped; the rest of us were free to continue our candidacies. "My leg is crooked, and I irritate people because I seem so sure of myself. You can't run a hundred paces without getting dizzy and you scare people because you're so shrewd. Yet they let you and me pass, and tap someone like Moklinn, who's better fitted for climbing the Wall than any three of us. Or Baligan, the kindest, most thoughtful person I know. What standards do they use?"
    "That is a mystery," said Traiben. "But one thing I know: Winnowings are meant not to punish but to reward."
    I stared at him, baffled. "What does that mean?"
    "That some of us are deemed too good to be sent to the mountain."
    "I still don't understand."
    Traiben sighed, that terrible patient