time we used âThingsâ instead of âGenesâ. Until that moment on the tree, it had never bothered me at all to consider the way things might have been, the way things once were. But that he should have chiselled the letters so deeply, my father who hated exertion, that he should have done that for someone, and for that someone to not be my mother, was nothing less than an abomination.
I scrambled off the branch. âCome on,â I said to Karim. âLetâs go somewhere else.â But he stayed where he was, running his fingers over the letters, again and again. âStop it,â I called out from the base of the tree. âStop doing that.â But he ignored me, and I could not stay to argue for the queasiness in my stomach.
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Uncle Chaperoo was supposed to accompany us back to Karachi when our three weeks in RYK were up, but he decided to elope instead. At least, thatâs what he wanted everyone to believe, but Uncle Asif saw things a little differently. I was having tea with Uncle Asif in front of the fireplace when Uncle Chaperoo called with the news, and Uncle Asif put the call on his newly acquired speaker-phone.
âBhai, Umber and I have eloped,â Uncle Chaperoo said.
âWhat? Youâve married her! Wonderful. And about time.â
âWeâve eloped!â
âLet me speak to her. I want to welcome her to the family.â
âWe love each other. We donât care what anyone else says.â
âExcellent. Whereâs the honeymoon? When you return weâll throw a huge reception for the two of you.â
âWeâre prepared to live on love!â
âIâll get Laila on the line right away. Sheâll be so happy.â
âWeâve eloped, damn you!â
Uncle Asif hung up, and shook his head. âSuch assumptions, such assumptions! From my own brother.â He threw another log on to the fire and watched the sparks fly. âAt a time like this, Raheen, should I care about anything other than whether heâs happy? Have I not always said that I wish to be the most unfeudal feudal in this country?â
âYou donât seem very decadent to me,â I said by way of comfort. âThough itâs true you live in luxury and donât seem to spend a lot of time doing anything that looks even a little bit like work.â I tilted my head and looked at him sideways. âI could see you lying on a couch in a toga, eating peeled grapes. Uncle Ali said thatâs the real definition of decadence.â
He threw back his head and laughed. âYou are your fatherâs daughter, arenât you? It requires a certain genetic disposition to say something like that at the age of thirteen and yet manage to be utterly charming.â
âIâm not the charming one,â I said, putting my feet up on the coffee table. âThatâs Karim. Heâs got natural charm. I mean, you see him across a room and you know youâll like him.â
âAnd you?â Uncle Ali said. âWhat do people think when they see you across a room?â
âI donât know,â I said slowly. âBut usually if Iâm in a room Iâm with Karim, Sonia, Zia. One or all of them. And then youâd notice Sonia, because sheâs gorgeous, and youâd notice Zia because heâs completely cool, and youâd notice Karim because you canât help but notice Karim. Me, I guess youâd notice that all three of them choose to be my friends. And that must say something.â It was true; I knew quite well that there was nothing remarkable about me. This is not to say I suffered insecurities because of everything I lacked. There wasnât a great deal that I did lack. I was intelligent enough, attractive enough, witty enough, cool enough. On sports day I won silver medals and even, occasionally, a gold; in school concerts I got speaking parts rather than