no one to fuck. She stood and carried her coffee into the living room to finish packing her fatherâs things. Rosa followed, as Carmen knew she would.
âThe truth is, I donât know what I want. Itâs been so long since Iâve given my life any thought. Iâm so lost right now, Rosa. Iâm stuck.â
âIâll help unstick you. Letâs start with these boxes.â
Rosa was serious. The playful, irresponsible cousin who she thought would just toss everything wanted to help. Tears stung the backs of her eyes. âI think all of his clothes have to go. Except maybe the food truck shirts. I donât think I want any of his clothes.â
For hours, they worked together, breaking to have lunch, and then continuing into the afternoon. By the time Rosa hugged her good-bye, an entire wall of the living room was filled with boxes ready for Goodwill.
It was hard to look at the boxes, so little to represent her fatherâs full life, but Carmen finally felt like sheâd made some kind of forward motion.
Now she just needed to figure out what to do with her dadâs business and how she wanted to proceed with her own life.
No big deal, right?
CHAPTER 3
L iam sat in bed staring at the ceiling. He didnât have to be in to work until one and he was restless. He thought about calling Carmen to check on her, but wasnât sure it would be a good idea. Someone knocked on his front door, so he shuffled out of bed. When he opened the door, he was surprised to see Lily standing there. Theyâd forged a friendship after meeting at his brother Ryanâs wedding last year. He never quite understood how sheâd scored an invite, but he was glad she had.
Her cheeks were pink from the cold air outside, but she smiled. She looked at his bare chest and pajama bottoms. âI guess you forgot about brunch.â
Shit. He had. He opened his mouth to apologize.
âWe could do it some other time if you want.â
âNo. Iâm sorry. Give me a few minutes to get dressed. Itâs just been a busy week.â
She unwrapped a scarf from around her neck and pulled a knit cap off her head, sending her blond hair floating with static. Running a hand over her head, she asked, âYeah? Whatâs going on?â
âI had a funeral to go to. An old friend died. I went out with his daughter last night.â
Lilyâs back stiffened a bit. âAnyone I know?â
He shook his head. âNo, theyâre not from around here.â He pointed at his couch. âMake yourself comfortable. Iâll be back in a minute.â
The offer didnât need to be made. Lily had been in his apartment many times over the last year. Theyâd hit it off at the wedding and stayed in touch. They had similar interests. She worked at her momâs diner and was considering going back to school to be a chef. They got together to try recipes and he gave her tips.
They had an easy friendship that he enjoyed away from his hectic job. He dressed quickly and brushed his teeth.
From the living room Lily called, âAre you ever going to do anything with this room?â
âWhat do you mean?â He rolled the sleeves on his shirt to his elbows.
âThe room is pretty stark.â
âThereâs furniture and a TV. What else does it need?â
She swooped her arm out. âSome sign that itâs your room and not mine or some random strangerâs. Thereâs no personality.â
He shrugged. âI spend most of my time in the kitchen. This room does its job.â
âBut itâs not inviting. It doesnât tell people to sit and relax and stay a while.â
âMaybe I donât want people to stay.â
She stood and shoved his shoulder. âYou talk tough, but I know you donât mean it.â Then she reached up and rubbed his beard. âThis is new.â
âEvery now and then I let it grow.â
She wrinkled her nose.