press who called himself Dr. Midnight wrote in
The Indianapolis Recorder
that he had visited a lady friend in St. Louis and been appalled to find her ironing her hair. âThese men here donât go with kinks,â she told him, âso if you want to shine in St. Louis, you must do away with kinks and get straight. I also have a preparation for making my face white by degrees.â
âSome of our women look like circus riders,â Dr. Midnight railed in another newspaper. âRosy cheeks, ashy faces and wigs seem to be the go . . . Negroes clamouring for recognition in this world, but they will not get it as long as they are getting away from themselves. It is disgusting to hear colored women say, âHeâs too black.â â
Other black editors reflected on white peopleâs fear of âNegro domination.â The
Gazetteer and Guide
printed the words of a white man named Tom Watsonâhe had run for vice president under the banner of the Populist party in 1896âwho agreed that such fears were baseless. âWhat words,â asked Watson, âcan paint the cowardice of the Anglo-Saxon who would deny âequal and exact justiceâ to the ignorant, helpless, poverty-cursed Negro, in whose ears the clank of chains have scarcely ceased domination . . . .â
By then, Carrie McDonald, who was without racial prejudiceâshe liked pretty boys, no matter what color they wereâwould have been able to follow Dr. Midnightâs musings if she had stumbled across them; she was the first person in the Crook-McDonald household to learn to read and write. Coal black, pretty, tall, slender, full of life, the only child cared for by four adults, she was a bit spoiled.
She and Elvira adored each other. Aunt Caroline was the disciplinarian, demanding that Carrie study hard. To catch up with the white world, one had to fight.
But Carrie was young, and the streets of St. Louis were filled with music, especially if you went down to the red-light district (Market Street, Chestnut Street) where there were gambling joints, gin mills, and the sounds of ragtime pianos pounding through the nights. During the summers, ladies of the evening would stand outside the houses where they worked and sing blues songs. To Carrie, all this was a lot more fascinating than staying home listening to Aunt Carolineâs sermons.
Or going to school. Carrie loved to dance, and one of her boyfriends, Eddie Carson (thought by many to be Josephineâs father), was a good dancer. Years later, Josephineâs half-sister Margaret would remember, âMama was the most popular girl at the dance hall on Sundays. No one could dance like she could, with a glass of water balanced on her head, not spilling a drop.â
But Carrie worked, too. By the time she was nineteen, she was employed as a laundress. An improvident laundress, because she got pregnant, and Aunt Caroline turned her out. Elvira had nothing to say about it; Caroline ruled the roost, and was fierce in judgment. Hadnât she warned Carrie a hundred times? Wasnât Carrie too wild? Hadnât the family given her everything, and hadnât she returned bad for good?
In St. Louis, I was lucky. I found Helen Morris (née Williams), whose mother had been Carrieâs friend. âMamaâs name was Emma Williams,â says Helen, âand she and Carrie worked together at the laundry owned by my aunt Josephine Cooper. When Carrieâs folks put her out, she ended up at Aunt Joâs house, she didnât have anywhere else to go. She stayed there until the baby was born, and thatâs when Aunt Jo said, âCarrie, if itâs a girl, name it after me,â and Carrie said, âI will.â â
The records of the city of St. Louis tell an almost unbelievable story. They show that Carrie McDonald (âcoloredâ), twenty years old, was admitted to the Female Hospital (at that time, almost