beside her. Half sleeping already,
he moved
his dark hand over her waistâher arm moved slightly
for himâ
and gently cupped her breast. He slept. Medeiaâs eyes were open, staring at the wall. They shone like ice,
as bright
as ravenâs eyes. The garden, sheeted in fog, was still. A cloudshape formed. It stretched dark wings and
blanketed the moon.
3
I was alone, leaning on the tree, shivering. I listened
to the wind.
Below the thick, gnarled roots of the oak there was no
firm ground,
but a void, a bottomless abyss, and there were voicesâ
sounds
like the voices of leaves, I thought, or the babble of
children, or gods.
I made out a shadowy form. The phantom moved toward
me,
floating in the dark like a ship. It reached to me,
touched my hand,
and the tree became an enormous door whose upper
reaches
plunged into spaceâthe ring, the keyhole, the golden
hinges
light-years off. Even as I watched the great door grew. I trembled. The surface of the door was wrought from
end to end
with dragon shapes, and all around the immense beasts there were smaller dragons, and even the pores of the
smaller dragons
were dragons, growing as I watched. Slowly, the door
swung open.
I had come to the house of the gods.
Above the cavern where the dark coiled Father of
Centuries
lay bound, groaning, in chains forged by everlasting fire, Zeus sat smiling, serene as the highest of mountaintops, his eyes like an eagleâs, aware of the four directions.
Beside himâ
stately, magnificent, dreadful to beholdâHera sat,
draped
in snakes. Above her lovely head, like a parasol, a cobra flared its hood. It stared with dusty eyes through changing mists. I tightened my grip on my
guideâs hand.
âGoddess, porter, whatever you are,â I whispered,
âshield me!â
âBe still,â she said. I obeyed, trembling, straightening
my glasses,
buttoning up my coat.
The queen of goddesses
had beautiful eyes, as benign and warm as the eyes
of the snake
were malevolent. Her face was radiant with life,
seductive,
as sensuous as the brow of Zeus was intellectual. The thrones were joined by an arm of gold, and on
that arm
Zeus rested his own. The queenâs arm lay on the kingâs, and their fingers were interlaced. On Zeusâs shoulder,
a prodigious
birdlike creature perched, half-lion, half-eagle, watching the snake. âWhat can all this mean?â I asked. My guide
touched her lips.
Suddenly the hall was filled with a teeming sea of gods. Some were like monsters, some had the shapes of trees
or waterfalls;
some were like bulls, others like panthers, elephants,
monkeys,
and some were like menâlike kings, queens, beggars,
saintly hermits.
One came in on a litter of finely wrought ebony set with centaurs of ivory and silverâa beautiful goddess
in a robe
of scarlet, open at the front to reveal great pendulous
breasts.
The mortals, her slaves, wore flowers in their hairâ
the white hair tangled,
matted like the hair of mad women. They wept and
moaned
as they walked, limping, half-naked, ragged. Their
ankles
clinked and jangled with tarnished jewelry; the perfume they
wore
yellowed the air like woodsmoke. Their chalkgray feet
were crooked,
their eyes were dim, and beneath the stiffening paint,
their faces
were cities destroyed by fire. But whether the bearers
were women
or men, I could not guess. Quick fluttering sparrows flew like swirling leaves in a graveyard, screeching. My
shadowy guide
smiled and inclined her head.
âNot all gods here are wise,â
she said. âThey have all their will, all that a creature
can desire:
They feel no hunger, no thirst, no weariness, no fear of
death,
no pain or sorrow or lonely old age. But the grinding
force
of life still burns in them, endlessly restless, driving,
devouringâ
the force that blazes in the eyes of the half-starved lion
or swells
the veins
Patrick Robinson, Marcus Luttrell
Addison Wiggin, Kate Incontrera, Dorianne Perrucci