bitterness, Sally never showed it. And if Jean had been told about her being a bit the worse for wearin the local pub, who the hell could blame her? Even the rumours about Sally sleeping around she had shrugged off. You had to find comfort somewhere, Jean had told her husband, and that poor cowâs got precious little else going in her life.
âSo heâs asleep now?â Sally asked, passing Jean a mug of tea. âMaybe heâll sleep through.â
âYou should get someone in at nightââ
âYeah, right!â Sally laughed. âAnd how do I pay them? I can just about cover your wages.â
âYou need more help.â
Shrugging, Sally sat down. âYou know something? I was talking to one of the residents at the home and she said that when she was forty sheâd had her first child. Forty.â Sally gazed across the kitchen. âI mean, that was old then, but she did it. And it made me think that I could still have a shot at it ⦠Thatâs if I ever meet anyone.â
âYouâre good-lookingââ
âThatâs bugger all to do with it. Itâs not attracting men, itâs getting to keep the right one,â Sally replied, changing the subject. âAnyway, I was looking at Dad yesterday and he looked pretty good. You know, not so thin. Maybe heâs putting on a bit of weight?â
âI donât think so, love.â
âNah, maybe not. Iâm just imagining things. I know he canât get better, Iâm not kidding myself. I know heâs dying.â She sipped her tea. âI just wonder sometimes how long. I mean, I love him â¦â
âI know that.â
â⦠but I wonder how long itâll go on. Because you see, I donât have him. Not my father. Iâve got someone else who looks like my father. And I donât know who he is, and sometimes, at night, I think about it and wonder if I owe
this
man. You know what I mean? If my father doesnât know me, do I have to know
him
?â She shook her head. âI know I do! I know I have to look after my father for as long as it takes. But I canât help thinking that every time he deteriorates, a bit of me does too, and I donât want to be dried out at forty.â
Hurriedly standing, Sally moved over to the washing machine and piled in some dirty clothes. With the light on in the kitchen and the blinds open, she could see her reflection in the window and the image of Jean behind her, and wondered about Eddie Gilmore. About whether he would ever ring.
It never occurred to her that as she studied her reflection in the window someone was also looking in at
her.
Someone who had watched her laughing, getting drunk, larking about in the pub. Someone who had seen her kissing Eddie Gilmore. Someone who had been about when she left home at seven in the early morning darkness. The same someone who had followed her home across the green that night.
That night, and every other night, for the past three days.
8
Gaspare Reni sat at the table, gazing out into the walled garden of his house. What had served him as an extraordinary home and gallery for over forty years had once been a convent for a silent order of nuns. In among the gloss and activity of the Royal Borough of Kensington and Chelsea, it had served as a reflective nucleus of a changing world. Wars, the deaths of monarchs and the scandals of empire had passed beyond its gates, while nuns in meditative silence made pleas to Heaven.
Minutes earlier Gaspare had received a phone call from the Countess di Fattori, telling him of the murder of her daughter, Seraphina. He had flinched at the words, thinking of the last sight he had had of her, walking out into the London street, her hand raised, illuminated in the lamplight. Her coat had dried by the time she had left. And she wasnât carrying any parcel. Not any more. She had left the painting with Gaspare.
He had thought that would
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