past him without
crumbling, but a shiver racked her body as her hand closed
around the knob. The soft sob caught her by surprise.
His hands settled on her shoulders, and he drew her back
against his chest. “It’s not that I don’t want you,” he whispered into her ear.
She tore from his hold and pushed open the French door.
“Just leave me alone.”
“Natalie—”
Grasping the edge of the door, she faced him, letting him
see the tears falling on her cheeks to mingle with raindrops.
“I’ve never made love with a man—hardly ever kissed before.” She drew a jagged breath and the words spilled from
her. “Now, I’m being hunted by someone who wants me dead.
And you can’t protect me. Not really. He can reach me anywhere.
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I just wanted something beautiful . . . just once. Something
just for me.”
Blinded by tears, she started to shut the door, but he
pushed back and entered the room. Then his arms closed
around her.
She sagged against him, hating her tears, and the weakness
that made her grateful for the warmth beneath her cheek and
the strength of the arms supporting her trembling body. She
clung to him, pressing her wet face against his skin.
“It’s all right. Don’t cry.”
Silence closed around them, a watchful, pregnant quiet
that grew while he stroked her hair and back.
His fingers lifted her chin. Their gazes met for a long moment. Natalie noted a pulse throbbing at his temple and felt
the tightening of his arms around her. Her breath caught.
“These jeans stay on,” he said, his whisper harsh.
She nodded as hope and excitement stirred again. She’d
promise anything to prolong his embrace.
His hand slid along her hip and gathered her nightgown in
his fist, drawing it up.
She leaned away from him and raised her arms. The silk caressed her skin, teased over her belly, dragged across her nipples, then was gone—and she was naked beneath his heated
stare.
His eyelids lowered as his glance lingered on her breasts
and dropped to the ruff of hair between her legs.
Shyness fled at the sight of his chest rising and falling
faster. His face hardened, the skin drawing taut over the sharp
blades of his cheekbones, his lips tightening.
His arousal was apparent to even her unschooled eyes.
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The outline of his hard cock pressed against the front of his
jeans.
She stood still as a statue, waiting for him to make the next
move.
“Climb onto the bed,” he bit out.
She turned, aware of his gaze on her back and ass, and
crawled across the satiny coverlet. Her heart sped up as his
feet padded across the carpet behind her. The bed dipped beneath his weight, and she lay down and rolled onto her back.
With only a golden shard of light from a distant street lamp
beyond the balcony door, she watched him edge closer on his
knees. His shadow blocked out the light, looming over her,
large and dark as the sensual thrill building in her womb. Then
he winced and straightened, and reached down to unbutton
the snap at the top of his jeans. “This is gonna be hell.”
She almost told him she had no objection to him shucking
his pants, but she held her tongue, not wanting him to hesitate again. She couldn’t bear it if he left her now.
He climbed over her, his denim-clad legs bracketing the
tops of her thighs.
Lying beneath him, Natalie catalogued every sensation so
that she’d never forget what being with him felt like. The
moment felt . . . important. Beyond the fact this was her first
time.
He leaned down, settling over her, his palms cupping her
cheeks. His lips dragged over her forehead, her eyes, her nose,
before sliding over her mouth.
The caress drugged her senses, setting her heart thumping
loudly. Her hands cupped his rain-slick shoulders, urging him
closer, but he slid down her body, nuzzling her neck, slanting
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over the tops of her breasts, until at last, he took a turgid
nipple into his