preposterous garbage Iâve ever heard.â
Erin stopped at the sound of Katalaanâs angry voice. She brought her hands to her cheeks and tried to smooth away the tears. They only smeared.
âKatalaan, Iââ
âCan shut up any time now.â The hatch to the stall was lifted, and Erin heard the bustle of brown and green from behind her back.
âKatalaanââ
âDidnât you hear me, Korfel?â
No one talked like that, not to Korfel. Erin turned around to see Katalaanâs distinctly red face.
âErin?â
She nodded dumbly, partly from shock, and partly because her throat felt too swollen for words.
âDonât you listen to him, dear. You didnât come to see him, after all.â She reached out and gripped both of Erinâs shoulders tightly. âWeâre not all so stupid, and weâre not all so weak that we need to be lied to.â
âKatalaan, Iâve not lied. This is the route the Lernari take to deal with their own troubles. We do not seek to burden others.â
âFor the Bright Heartâs sake, Korfet!â If Erin thought Katalaan had sounded angry before, she was mistaken. âEven the Lernari donât demand that their children go out to the front! Youâve obviously never lost a child yourselfâor never had to leave oneââ She caught herself almost grimly. âWhy donât you pack up and go.â
Korfel nodded, equally grim, and disappeared from view.
âI donât understand that man sometimes. Says this life is a better oneâbut still canât shake his training. Donât you ever be like that, Erin. Weâre all people, and this is all our war, no matter what anyone says. Weâve come from different places to
be in Elliath, and we may not be perfect, we may not pick up swords, but weâre willing to help.â
Erin nodded quietly.
âCome on, dear.â She cast a backward glance at the stall. âIâve not much left to sell or eat, but Iâm just as good a cook when Iâm not in the circle. Where are you staying?â
âAt home.â
âWith whom?â
She shook her head.
Katalaan nearly lost her eyebrows. âBy yourself ?â Without waiting on a reply, she took Erin firmly by the hand. âKorfel!â she shouted over her shoulder. âClose up here. I have to speak with someone. Come along, dear.â
âAre we going home?â
âNot quite yet.â
Â
The knock that sounded at Serdonâs study door was singularly unwelcome. He was tired; the ceremony often had that effect. He knew that many of his line-children, armed and armored, had marched to the front to die there, and there was nothing any Lernari could do to prevent those deaths. Worse still, Kerlinda had gone: Kerlinda, the healer; Kerlinda, the Ladyâs youngest daughter; Kerlinda, who had not been trained well enough to know how to die the warriorâs death.
He chose to remain silent and hoped that the person on the other side of the closed door would accept this; whoever it was should well know that at this moment he needed his privacy. He bowed his forehead into his gray sleeve.
The knock grew louder and more distinct.
He waited a few moments more, then rose, scraping the hardwood legs of his chair against the carpet.
âWhat is it?â he called as he opened the door.
To his surprise, no initiate grays greeted him; instead he saw the colorful brown and green that could only be market wear. And he knew the face well, if not the expression.
âKatalaan!â
âDonât you âKatalaanâ me, Serdon,â the baker said, barging past him and into the room.
âIs there some problem?â
âIâll say there is.â She looked at the chair for a moment and decided that she didnât want to sit. Her plump hands met her hips with a decided thump. âWhat by the Hearts do you think youâre