my arm. It was Michelle, looking solicitous. âWeâre all concerned about Connie, Gillian,â she said in the same deliberate speech that her twin used. âSheâs not very strong, and these fantasies sheâs having about murder are just making things worse. It would help if you didnât encourage her.â
Hello, Michelle . âOf course. I understand. But Connie seems to be handling it fairly well.â
She smiled, a little. âItâs the tranquilizer thatâs doing the handling, Iâm afraid.â
âSheâs on tranquilizers? I wondered if sheâd taken something.â
âItâs all right,â Tom said. âI prescribed them.â
Michelle said, âGillian, we need to sit down and have a good long talk. So many years ⦠we have a lot to catch up on. Why donât you come stay with us tonight?â
âBut Connieââ
âAnnette is staying with Connie tonight,â Michelle interposed silkily. âShe wonât be alone, if thatâs what youâre thinking about.â
âWell, yes, that wasââ
âDonât worry, Gillian. Weâre not going to leave her by herself.â
âIn that case, Iâll be glad to come. Thank you.â
Michelle murmured something and slipped away. âThat was smooth,â Tom said, one eyebrow cocked. âAs usual.â
I looked past his shoulder and saw Michelle whispering to her twin; Annette nodded once in response. âYes, it was smooth,â I replied. âThey donât want to leave me alone with Connie.â
Tom shot me a quick look. âYou picked up on that, did you? Well, well. Does it begin to feel familiar?â
Being manipulated , he meant. And yes, it was beginning to feel familiar. Iâd almost managed to forget how good the Deckers were at arranging everything exactly the way they wanted it.
Everything.
4
The Kurlands lived in Sherborn, so for the second time that day I got into the back seat of someone elseâs car for a ride I didnât want to take. Michelle had tossed off her hat before climbing inâand yes, her hair had the same short crop as her twinâs. Joel was quick to shed necktie and suit jacket before getting in the back with me. Michelle drove because Rob said his eyes were hurting; I asked if heâd been ill.
He swiveled around to look at me. âNo,â he answered in his raspy voice. âWhy?â
I shrugged. âYou look so thin, Rob.â
He gave a mirthless laugh. âWeâve all lost weight these last few months. Even Joel.â Of course they had; I should have known. I looked at the boy next to me.
He favored me with a lopsided grin. âYou arenât going to start lecturing me on how I should eat more, are you, Aunt Gillian?â
âI wouldnât dream of it,â I assured him earnestly.
âFantastic!â he grinned. âEverybody else at the funeral did, all those out-of-state relatives. The Newport people were the worst, especially Aunt Elizabeth. Mom, is she really my aunt?â
âSheâs your great-aunt by marriage,â Michelle said over her shoulder. âElizabeth is a bit of a fussbudget, but she was just concerned about you.â
âYeah, I know. Well, itâs all over now, so everybodyâll start eating again anyway.â
âJoel,â his mother and father said together. He fell silent.
Uh-ohâwhy did they shut him up? What had Joel been on the brink of saying that his parents didnât want me to hear? I tried to meet Michelleâs eyes in the rearview mirror but she wouldnât look up.
When the last of the postfuneral callers had left the house on Mt. Vernon Street, Iâd gone to tell Connie Iâd be staying with the Kurlands that night. She already knew; Annette had explained. For a woman who less than twenty-four hours earlier had been frantic for me to come to Boston, Connie now seemed
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