red blossoms, caught my eyes. Beyond them, even deeper in the woods, the white sycamores shone like lighthouses in the impending darkness.
âIcy!â my grandfather hollered, waving. âWhere have you been?â
âAround,â I yelled back. âExploring.â
âAinât supposed to trespass!â my grandmother screamed, her face reddening. âWell, what did you seeâ she asked a few moments later, as I planted my feet on the top step, then turned around, my back to them.
âI came upon a pond,â I said, sitting down. âOne I ainât seen before.â
âWhere?â Matanni said, loudly gulping down tea.
âIn a secret place,â I said. âNearby.â I shook my head, my golden hair swirling around my face.
âChild, with that hair of yours, you look like a daisy swaying in the wind.â My grandfather laughed and rocked back in his chair.
âA daisy with a secret,â my grandmother said.
I pressed my shoes against the step. âDonât you hear them?â I asked, making the rubber soles squeak.
âHear what?â my grandmother asked.
âMy shoes,â I explained. âTheyâre telling you where Iâve been.â I squashed my feet into the wood and swiveled them back and forth. âListen!â
Patanni creaked forward and pointed at my overalls. âLittle Turtle Pond,â he said, laughing. âThat beggarâs-lice gives you away.â
Matanni jiggled the ice in her glass. âIcy, if you been that far, you must be thirsty. Can I get you something to drink?â
âIâm more hungry than thirsty,â I said. âWhatâs for supper?â
âPinto beans with ham, cornpone, and fried apple pies,â she answered.
I sighed deeply and stared at the landscape. âSure is pretty,â I said. âLike a photograph dreaming.â
My grandfather cleared his throat. âBut a photograph canât dream,â he said.
Extending my arm, I pointed at the empty space. âSee how blurry it is,â I explained. âItâs neither day nor night. Kind of in between.â
ââTwixt day and night,â my grandfather said.
âAll soft-like,â I said. âLike my goose-down pillow. Like the fluff on a doveâs breast. Safe, soft, and gray. Bad things shouldnât happen at twilight.â
âGod donât put much stock in appearances.â Patanni clinked his glass on the floor. âNow, Jack-in-the-pulpit is pretty to look at,â he went on. âJack peers up over the edge of his pulpit, protected by that green leaf hanging over him. All summer long, he preaches and preaches until, all wore out, he finally withers away, leaving behind little red drops of blood, a bunch of scarlet berries. If you eat these berries, your mouth and tongue will burn like fire. But if you think Preacher Jack is safe to eat before he withers and changes, youâd be mistaken, âcause heâll burn you, too. You see, it donât matter how Jack looks. Jack is Jack, all the while.â
âTwilight plays tricks,â Matanni said. âSometimes appearances can be deceiving. Remember your daddy died at dusk.â
Patanni groaned and stood up. âYessir,â he said, âGod keeps on working. In the soft, gray twilight, He took Josiah away.â
Looking back over my shoulder, I stared at my grandparents. âI ainât afraid,â I said. âDaddy died in twilight, but I was born in it. âTis safe for me.â
With those words, we headed for the kitchen.
âO ur heavenly Father,â Patanni prayed after Matanni loaded the table with dinner and we sat with bowed heads and closed eyes, âplease forgive us sinners. Find it in Your heart to forgive an old man, who from time to time steals a shot of Satanâs poison from the barn. And please forgive an old woman who begrudges Lucy Westerâs jam-making