finger. âThatâs irrelevant.â
âTell you what,â I said. âYou beat me one-on-oneâokay, two-on-two, I get Learie, you get Gokulâand Iâll leave behind my polo shirt. If we kick your asses, we take Jeevanâs dinghy out to Tobago Cays on Sunday.â
âFeta, Jeevanâs bell âs gonna ring before you beat me in soccer,â Erik said. All Southie.
âThe planet calls it football. You kick the ball with your feet. Noticed?â
Erik shook his head and burped. â Right . Forgot youâre the first Greek who crossed the Atlantic. By the way, Iâm Olympiakos.â
â Excuse me?â
âSorry, the French donât burp?â
âFuck you, and excuse me?â
âYou heard me. And you look like a Panathinaikos.â
âDude!â I almost stood up. âStop fucking with me. You speak Greek?â
âThatâs about it,â Erik said.
I prompted him with a wave. âSpill the beans. Now.â
âI had this summer job in Hyannis, I must have been twelve, thirteen. A Greek dude there, Constantine, great guy, was teaching sailing during school breaks. He and my brother put together a soccer team. We stayed in touch till he dropped out of school, broke up with his fiancée, and went to Afghanistan to fight with the tribes. Iâve only seen himââ
âIâm sorry.â I had to wiseass: âThereâs yelling in the background and I thought you said that a Greek went to fight in Afghanistan.â
Erikâs tone changed, his eyes fixed way out on the sea. âMaybe you come from different parts of Greece,â he muttered seriously.
I was lost. Did I just make fun of someone who was to be taken seriously? A Greek hero? His hero? I wanted to bargain, undo if necessary, but Erik was already up, looking far into the sea. I was ready to call a time-out when I saw a flock of birds three hundred feet out near the opening of the reef, free-falling into the water from fifty feet up. The children were already calling Erik, pointing at the birds and shouting, pushing a dinghy into the water, robbing me of my own turf.
JEEVAN NEVER LOOKED AT ME without laughing or smiling. He didnât ask me any questions or say that he wanted to visit Greece, like unguarded people do the moment they meet me. In fact, he didnât care about any travel that didnât involve his dinghy. And yet I couldnât see anything self-absorbed about him. There was something reassuring in his lack of curiosity and ambition: a consistency, a finality in accepting his life and whereabouts that reminded me of my father in Trikeri.
Jeevan was ten when his family joined Moonholeâs âcolony,â a self-sustaining community founded in the â60s by an architect and his wife. The couple built their home from stone, wood, and whale bones under a natural arch of rock overlooking the sea. The first time I saw their house from Jeevanâs dinghy, I thought I was looking at a Robinson Crusoe version of the Treasury in Petra. It was a deserted, multilevel domicile carved into the landscape, looking all mystical and sacred, humble and natural. The day before my last on the island, I talked Jeevan into climbing it with me.
He hadnât been inside for years, he told me. He gave me the tour, smoking, laughing, and talking about the natural ideals of the free spirit and sharing that had run the community, âthe colectiva ,â in the early years, before rocks fell from the arch and most of the houses were abandoned.
âWe never sold out. Maybe we never had the chance.â
âWhere did the people go?â
âWeâre good ghosts,â Jeevan said, laughing, and passed me the joint. âThereâs still no electricity. Just kerosene and propane.â
Right then and there I knew Iâd miss Bequia. And yet, at the tip of this small island, I couldnât relax. I kept speculating, unsure