existentially and in every other way.â
She picked up on his meaning.
âWhat?â she said with mock offense. âYouâll no longer be available to be my standby date?â
It was easy for her to adopt a lighthearted tone, she realized. Tom had never been more than a casual, occasional date for herâa reliable escort when she had to attend one social function or another. He was nothing more, despite their Tom-and-Tam epithet, and that was the reason she could be happy for him without rancor.
âAfraid not,â Tom responded now. âWill you ever forgive me?â
âIf I donât, you could always write a song about it,â she teased.
Tom laughed. âYouâre a pal, Tam.â
Tomâs words summed up their relationship, Tamara acknowledged. It had always been easy and casual. Such a contrast, she thought darkly, from her fraught interactions withâ
No, she wouldnât go there.
âIt was a lucky break running into your friend the Earl of Melton.â
Tamara started guiltily. âHeâs not my friend.â
âWell, friend or acquaintanceââ
âAnd what do you mean it was a lucky break?â she asked, even as she was touched by a feeling of foreboding.
âWell, this music producer has a friend who socializes with the earl. Seems the earl had heard my musicââ
Sheâd just bet Sawyer was a fan of Zero Sum.
ââand had talked it up to a friend of his, who passed along the recommendation to his music industry connection.â
Tamara felt a wave of heat wash up her face. He didnâtâ¦He wouldnâtâ¦
And yet, it was all too convenient.
When she found Sawyer, she was going to let him have it, and then some.
For Tomâs sake, however, she forced herself to sound cheerful. There was no reason to rain on Tomâs parade by imparting her suspicions about how his lucky break was more than mere luck.
Besides, from Tomâs perspective, it didnât matter how his intro to a top music producer had come about. The bottom line was that he was getting his chance to hit it big.
âI owe this all to you, Tam,â Tom said gratefully. âI donât need to tell you how tough things have been in the music industry lately, so getting someone to take a chance on Zero Sum is a big deal.â
If only Tom knew exactly what he owed to her, Tamara thought.
âIâll keep my fingers crossed for you,â Tamara said. âBlow them away.â
âThanks, babe. Youâre the best.â
When she ended her call with Tom, she set down the phone and stared at it unseeingly, her brows knitting as she contemplated Sawyerâs skullduggery.
Sheâd barely begun to get herself worked up over Sawyerâs fiendishness, however, when the intercom sounded.
After she pressed the intercom button by the front door, she jumped as she heard Sawyerâs voice.
She took a deep breath. Apparently her confrontation with Sawyer would occur sooner than sheâd expected.
âCome on up,â she said with a semblance of serenity, and buzzed him in.
Four
T rust Tamara to name her company something ridiculous and suggestive like Pink Teddy Designs, Sawyer thought as he rode the elevator up to the third floor.
The name had been emblazoned next to the buzzer for Tamaraâs apartment in a cast-iron warehouse building that had long ago been converted into lofts. Located along one of SoHoâs narrow side streets, the sidewalk in front of Tamaraâs building had nevertheless been almost as crowded with pedestrians and street vendors peddling everything from paintings to T-shirts as SoHoâs main commercial strips, Broadway and Prince and Spring Streets.
It looked as if Tamara had rented one of the cheaper apartments she could find in one of Manhattanâs priciest boho neighborhoods. Factories and warehouses had long since given way to high-end retailers such as Prada, Marc