the discipline no one had given me before. There were insults and injuries I could not bring myself to speak of. Private injuries,â she added in a whisper. âAs the sixth month of my marriage began I was girding myself to bear all to my family. I realize now that one thing which had kept me silent was a fear that even those insults and brutalities would not turn them to my side. Then someone took the decision out of my hands.â
âYour husband was killed.â
â Oui , murdered. My husband felt all women were his for the taking. He took a young maid, a local farmerâs daughter. He brutalized her and left her near to death. The farmer could get no one to exact justice for this crime, so he and his family took justice into their own hands. They found my husband sprawled in a drunken stupor upon his bed and cut his throat, then mutilated him.â
âMutilated him?â
Gisele blushed and stared into the fire. âThey cut off his manhood and choked him with it. In truth, I think they did that first, then cut his throat. I found the body and there was a look upon his face that told me he did not die easily. For his crime, I think that is the punishment they would have exacted.â
âAye, a horrible way to die but ye are right, it fits the crime. And the DeVeaux and your own family think ye did that?â
âWell, I fear I did threaten such gruesome things from time to time. They had already begun to watch me closely. I knew the moment I saw DeVeau lying there, I just knew, they would blame me. It may not have been wise but I ran, as swiftly as I could. I am certain some of the servants suffered for my escape, as the DeVeaux would have felt they had to have seen me leave. They did, and they did nothing to stop me. I ran straight to my family.â
âOnly to find that they wouldnae help you.â
Gisele struggled to swallow her tears. That had been the greatest hurt of all, and she still felt the power of it even after so many months âThey would not. They feared the scandal, questioned me, even spoke of holding me for the DeVeaux. I did not wait to see if they would hand me over yet again. I fled, and that has been the way I have lived for nearly a year.â
Although she wished she could compose herself enough to clear the tears from her eyes, Gisele looked up at Nigel. âI swear on all I hold dear, on Guyâs life if you will, that I did not kill the man. I am innocent of the crime, but since so few of my own family believe me it is taking a long time to prove that.â
Nigel stared down into her upturned face, its delicate lines highlighted beautifully by the soft light of the fire. He knew it was possible that he was being influenced by her beauty, by how strongly she affected him, but he could not believe she had killed the man. And, he mused as he gently brushed a tear from her cheek, even if she had it had been justified. He was certain that Gisele had not told him the true depths of the injuries DeVeau had inflicted upon her, and might never do so.
âNo mon has the right to treat a woman as he treated you,â Nigel said quietly.
âSo, you believe that I am innocent.â
âI believe that DeVeau got exactly what he deserved.â
Gisele stared at him, captivated by the warmth in his dark, amber eyes. It felt dangerously good to be held so close to his warmth. He would help her. Some of her fears eased. When he softly kissed the mark the tear had left upon her cheek, she trembled. She knew she should move away, but could not bring herself to leave the haven of his arms. Then she frowned, wondering if she had been right, if Nigel thought to gain more than the truth as payment for his help.
âI have told you the truth as you asked,â she said.
âAye, ye have.â He idly traced her small face with kisses, enjoying the feel of her soft skin beneath his lips but watchful for any sign of fear or rejection.
âAnd that