âHe said that you were angry about his dalliance with a maid, and because he refused to assure you he would be faithful in the future.â
All that was true and yetâ¦â A dalliance? Only one?â
Finally, something seemed to bring a spark of passionate life back to Gordon McHeathâs eyes. Unfortunately, the change lasted only an instant before he resumed that statuelike demeanor. âYes, only one.â
âIn addition to the chambermaid at McStuart House, there were three girls at his familyâs weaving mill and the scullery maid in his town house in Edinburgh that I know about,â she informed him. âThere may very well be more. He also drinks, Mr. McHeath, far too much. He managed to keep that hidden from me for quite some time, but fortunately not long enough for me to go through with the marriage. I have long vowed that I would never marry a sot.â
McHeath glanced down at the toes of his boots, so she couldnât see his face. When he raised his eyes to her, his expression was again that blank mask, as if theyâd never even met, let alone kissed. Indeed, she could hardly believe this was the same man whoâd come rushing so gallantly to her rescue and whoâd kissed her with such fervent passion.
âIt was your duty to find out about the man proposing marriage before you accepted him, my lady,â he said. âApparently you did not. You could have asked for more time to consider. You did not. You also said that you no longer loved him. This suggests you not only felt a moral indignation when you learned of his liaisons, you experienced an inner revelation concerning the depth of your own feelings. That is something over which my friend had absolutely no control. You alone are responsible for that and as such, Sir Robert has some justification for his claim.
âMore importantly from a legal point of view, you entered into a verbal contract that was publicly announced, and you broke that contract.â
âGood God,â she gasped, aghast at his cool and condemning response and backing away from him as if he held a loaded pistol. âYouâre absolutely serious about this!â
âI assure you, my lady, I would never jest about a lawsuit.â
That she could well believe. Indeed, at this moment, she could well believe he never made a jest or joke about anything. But he was the man who had saved her from that dog, so surely he could have some sympathy for her feelings, and her decision. âWhatever I thought I felt, I realized I was wrong and acted accordingly. Would you really have me marry a man I no longer cared for and could no longer even respect? Would you really want meâor any womanâto tie herself to such a man under those conditions?â
The attorney had the grace to blush as he steadily met her gaze. âNo, I wouldnât, but again I remind you, my lady, that whatever Sir Robertâs faults, it was your responsibility to discover them before you accepted his proposal.â
Was the man made of marble? Had he no heart? âSurely a judge will side with me and agree that I was right to end the engagement.â
âJudges are men, my lady. He may well agree that Sir Robert deserves to be compensated.â
Unfortunately, he had a point. Men made the laws, and men upheld them.
And what about Gordon McHeath, who had seemed so kind and chivalrous? âDo you condone his behavior, Mr. McHeath?â
He didnât look away. âCondone? No, I do not. But I was not raised as he was, by parents who believed their birth and station meant certain social mores didnât apply to them.â
âSo even if you donât agree with what heâs doing, you would defend him?â
âI represent him.â
With a horrible sick feeling in the pit of her stomach, she thought of another reason he might believe a judge would side with Robbie. âDid you tell him that we kissed?â
Although Mr.