Iâd given him back the watch, and I guess he wanted to do something for me. His folks were with him, a tall, sunburned man and a little woman in a flowered dress who was hanging onto Bensonâs arm like grim death. I could see that they werenât really wild about having a stranger along on their reunion.
âNo thanks,â I said, waving him off. âSee you tomorrow.â I hurried on so he wouldnât have time to insist. Benson was a nice enough kid, but he could be an awful pain in the ass sometimes.
The bus crawled slowly toward Tacoma, through a sea of traffic. By the time I got downtown, Iâd worked up a real thirst. I hit one of the Pacific Avenue bars and poured down three beers, one after another. After German beer, the stuff still tasted just a wee bit like stud horsepiss with the foam blown off even with the acclimating Iâd done on the train. I sat in the bar for about an hour until the place started to fill up. They kept turning the jukebox up until it got to the pain level. Thatâs when I left.
The sun was just going down when I came back out on the street. The sides of all the buildings were washed with a copperykind of light, and everybodyâs face was bright red in the reflected glow.
I loitered on down the sidewalk for a while, trying to think of something to do and watching the assorted GIâs, Airmen, and swab jockeys drifting up and down the Avenue in twos and threes. They seemed to be trying very hard to convince each other that they were having a good time. I walked slowly up one side of the street, stopping to look in the pawnshop windows with their clutter of overpriced junk and ignoring repeated invitations of sweaty little men to âcome on in and look around, Soljer.â
I stuck my nose into a couple of the penny arcades. I watched a pinball addict carry on his misdirected love affair with a seductively blinking nickle-grabber. I even poked a few dimes into a peep-show machine and watched without much interest while a rather unpretty girl on scratchy film took off her clothes.
Up the street a couple girls from one of the local colleges were handing out âliterature.â They both had straight hair and baggy-looking clothes, and it appeared that they were doing their level best to look as ugly as possible, even though they were both not really that bad. I knew the type. Most of the GIâs were ignoring them, and the two kids looked a little desperate.
âHere, soldier,â the short one said, mistaking my look of sympathy for interest. She thrust a leaflet into my hand. I glanced at it. It informed me that I was engaged in an immoral war and that decent people looked upon me as a swaggering bully with bloody hands. Further, it told me that if I wanted to desert, there were people who were willing to help me get out of the country.
âInteresting,â I said, handing it back to her.
âWhatâs the matter?â she sneered. âAfraid an MP might catch you with it?â
âNot particularly,â I said.
âForget him Clydine,â the other one said. That stopped me.
âIs that really your name?â I asked the little one.
âSo what?â
âIâve just never met anybody named Clydine before.â
âIs anything wrong with it?â she demanded. She was very short, and she glared up at me belligerently. âIâm not here for a pickup, fella.â
âNeither am I, girlie,â I told her. I dislike being called âfella.â I always have.
âThen you approve of what the governmentâs doing in Vietnam?â She got right to the point, old Clydine. No sidetracks for her.
âThey didnât ask me.â
âWhy donât you desert then?â
Her chum pitched in, too. âDonât you want to get out of the country?â
âIâve just been out of the country,â I objected.
âWeâre just wasting our time on this one,