Irish stuff, as if she were serving at a Dublin wake.
Meanwhile, Bella engages her neighbor, a young Alemannic-speaking woman sporting an ostentatious coiffure, which must havecost her quite a bit, dyed in the colors of exotic birds and arranged in terraces. Her dress, by contrast, is scanty, her tank top bursting at the seams under the pressure of a well-developed chest. The shirt bears a slogan across the front promoting love in all forms, in German and English. Bella hopes that the woman is not on her way to Somalia or any other Muslim land, where she would surely be stoned on sight.
âWhere are you headed?â Bella asks the woman.
âNairobi,â the woman replies.
âAs a tourist?â
âI am going to marry my lover, who lives there.â
Bella is tempted to know the gender of the young womanâs betrothedâshe canât help thinking of Valerie evidently languishing in Ugandaâbut then Kenya, next door, is the capital of gay culture in East Africa, an altogether different proposition. At any rate, she knows this is not her business and so choreographs the conversation in another direction.
âAnd this,â Bella ventures, indicating the elaborate coiffure, âthis is for the occasion?â She thinks of all the sacred textsâof Islam, of Judaism, of Sikhismâin which the growing or covering of hair plays an important part, welcoming this distraction from thinking about Aarâs death.
âMore or less.â
âAnd where are you getting married?â
âIn a church in the center of Nairobi.â
She will go this far and no further. But when the plane hits a pocket of turbulence and the young woman, looking frightened, opens and closes her mouth without issuing a word, Bella leans forward and says, âIt is all right. I am here, we are here.â And then, surprising herself, she takes the womanâs hand in hers, and they settle effortlessly into a place of mutual comfort, each deriving solace from the contact. Bella dropsinto a well of exhaustion, thinking ahead to her reunion with Dahaba and Salif, and imagining the hard times ahead for which she must prepare. But by the time the flight attendant comes to collect her cup, she is dead to the world, still holding the hand of the scantily dressed, heavy-chested woman with the fantastic hair with the tenderness of a lover. It isnât until her seatmate reclaims her hand, with the aim of going to the bathroom, that Bella wakes with a start. For a sleepy moment, she doesnât remember where she is and what on earth she is doing, and then she stays awake for the next few hours, wary and worried.
As much as she dislikes Valerie, Bella canât help wondering about the circumstances of her alleged arrest. You canât be cautious enough in a country that legally forbids same-sex lovemaking; you are bound to lay yourself open to blackmail and arrest if you engage in âinappropriate behavior,â which has recently become synonymous with illegal behavior in a growing roster of places. In Dubai, a British heterosexual couple smooching in the lobby of their five-star hotel had been jailed for a year, for example.
In Bellaâs mind, freedoms are a package, so the freedoms denied daily to millions of citizens in Africa or the Middle East are bound up with the lack of democracy in these parts of the world. The choices individuals make in their private lives are just as important as the choices they make at the ballot box. Public displays of affection, whether between a man and a woman or two men or two women, are but expressions of democratic behavior. No one, not even the president of a country, should have the power and the authority to define loveâincluding whom to love. So while Bella hasnât a kind word to say about Valerie, she is nonetheless sad to learn that she has been a victim of such repression. True, she and Padminiâparticularly Padmini, being