just once. She wanted to see his strong hand circle himself. He was so thick and rigid, and there was something so primalâ But she couldnât.
âWhat is it, Natalie?â
Damn the man for being so focused. âNothing. Iââ
âTell me.â This time it was a command.
âIâI wondered what it would look like if youââ She darted her gaze from his in the mirror, downwardâ¦then back up again. She couldnât say it, so she showed him. She took his hand. Hers was shaking. And she moved it across his thighâ¦and upward. âIâve neverâ I wanted to see whatââ
And then he wrapped his big, wide hand around himself and stroked all the way to the tip and back again. âIs that what you wanted to see?â
She was panting. âYes,â she gasped. âGod.â
âWould you like to?â
She shook her head, but what she said was âYes.â
He took her hand and wrapped it around him. Again her knees buckled. He felt so intensely hard, and yet his skin was like velvet. Tightly ridged with veins that twitched beneath her touch. He groaned deep and long, as she slowly moved her hand down the full length of him.
Dear Lord, how she wanted to take him!
âStop.â The command was harsh and hoarsely spoken.
She dropped her hand. âIâm sorry.â
He turned to her. âWe were both going to be really sorry there in a second.â
Amazingly, she smiled, even laughed. âThen, thank you for stopping me.â
âI didnât want to.â His gaze darkened. âDamn but you feel good on me, Natalie.â
She swallowed. He was truly overwhelming to her in every way. It was a very heady thing to know she couldaffect him like this, too. It was that realization that gave her the boldness to look up at him and say, âI want to know how good youâll feel in me, Jake.â She turned fully toward him so the tip of his erection brushed her belly. âRight now.â
4
J AKE HAD NO IDEA what heâd done to deserve this day, but he damn well wanted to find out so he could do it again.
Natalie was like no other woman heâd ever met. She was intelligent, witty, sharp and absolutely sexy. But she was also somewhat shy, or at least private. Definitely reserved when it came to sex. And yet she wanted so badly not to be. He was more than glad to help her out. In fact, it stunned him just what emotions and urges she brought out in him.
He had always firmly believed in seeing to his partnerâs pleasure as well as to his own. But something about Natalie brought out twin urges to protectâ¦and to dominate. He wasnât all that surprised at the former. But the latter shocked him. He was definitely not that guy. And yet heâd never felt more natural than when he told her to walk across that room. Yes, heâd sensed she wanted direction, wanted to be absolved, at least a tiny bit, of the pressure of being in control.
But nothing had prepared him for the rush it had given him when sheâd complied. Maybe it was becausesheâd done so with her head high. No meekness, definitely no submissiveness. It hadnât been about domination or even control. It had beenâ¦primal. Visceral. This need to push her. Push her toward discovering her own pleasureâ¦and toward discovering his. Maybe it was because he knew sheâd push back.
And the idea of that happening rocked him even harder.
âNow?â he answered her command. And yes, it had been a command. He had never been one for that, either, never desired women who almost liked to punish men for giving them pleasure. But this command, it was about mutual pleasure. He could definitely identify with that.
And maybe that was the real thrill here. That they would push and shove, command and demand the absolute greatest degree of pleasure from one another.
He grinned down at her, hoping they both survived the onslaught. She