group. We hire out to various world governments for covert ops.â He glanced at her stunned face. âI worked for the justice department for a couple of years, but now Iâm a mercenary, Callie.â
She was struck dumb for several long seconds. She swallowed. It explained a lot. âDoes your father know?â she asked.
âHe does not,â he told her. âAnd I donât want him to know. If he still gives a damn about me, it would only upset him.â
âHe loves you very much,â she said quietly, avoiding his angry black eyes. âHeâd like to mend fences, but he doesnât know how. He feels guilty, for making you leave and blaming you for whatâ¦what my mother did.â
He pulled out a foil sealed meal for himself and opened it before he spoke. âYou blamed me, as well.â
She wrapped her arms around herself. It was cold in the jungle at night, just like they said in the movies. âNot really. My mother is very beautiful,â she said, recalling the older womanâswavy jet-black hair and vivid blue eyes and pale skin. âShe was a model just briefly, before she married myâ¦her first husband.â
He frowned. âYou were going to say, your father.â
She shivered. âHe said I wasnât his child. He caught her in bed with some rich man when I was six. I didnât understand at the time, but he pushed me away pretty brutally and said not to come near him again. He said he didnât know whose child I was. That was when she put me in foster care.â
Micah stared at her, unspeaking, for several long seconds. âPut you in what?â
She swallowed. âShe gave me up for adoption on the grounds that she couldnât support me. I went into a juvenile home, and from there to half a dozen foster homes. I only saw her once in all those years, when she took me home for Christmas. It didnât last long.â She stared down at the jungle floor. âWhen she married your father, he wanted me, so she told him Iâd been staying with my grandmother. I was in a foster home, but she got me out so she could convince your father that she was a good mother.â She laughed hollowly. âI hadnât seen her or heard from her in two years by then. She told me Iâd better make a good job of pretending affection, or sheâd tell the authorities Iâd stolen something valuableâand instead of going back into foster care for two more years, Iâd go to jail.â
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M icah didnât say a word. He repacked the first-aid kit into his backpack with quick, angry movements. He didnât look at Callie.
âI guess you know how to use that gun,â she said quietly. âIf weâre found, or if it looks like Lopez is going to catch us, I want you to shoot me. Iâd rather die than face what you saved me from.â
She said it in such a calm, quiet tone that it made all the more impact.
He looked up, scanning her drawn, white face in the soft light from the lantern. âHe wonât get you. I promise.â
She drew a slow breath. âThanks.â She traced a fingernail over the camouflage pants. âAnd thanks for coming to get me. Lopez said he didnât have any plans to ransom me. He was going to let his men kill me because he thought it would make you suffer.â
âWhat did you tell him?â
âThat you were my worst enemy and you wouldnât care if he killed me,â she said carelessly. âBut he said you did care about your father, and he was the next victim. I hope youâve gotsomeone watching Dad,â she added fervently. âIf anything happens to himâ¦!â
âYou really love him, donât you?â he asked in an odd tone.
âHeâs the only person in my whole life who ever loved me,â she said in a strained whisper.
A harsh sound broke from his lips. He got up and started getting things together. He pulled out what