Josiah scratched his forehead. âI remember playing with it, but I wouldnât have taken it. Not on purpose. Iâm pretty sure I put it back.â
âPretty sure?â She crossed her arms over her chest.
âI was eight years old,â he said. âYou canât hold me responsible for something I may or may not have done that many years ago.â But her look said that it was their more recent history that riled her the most.
Chapter Five
He thought she was smart. Of course he did, but he didnât think she was pretty enough, or lovable enough, or something. Since that kiss, heâd made himself scarce, which told her she lacked something he was looking for in a woman. Katie Ellen locked the barn and slid the key into her pocket. Lately heâd come around more, trying to tease her into the easy friendship they used to share, but they werenât children, however much she might wish she could be so carefree. Josiah waited with the two-by-eight planks raised over his head, partially shielding him from the never-ending rain.
âYou donât have to wait on me,â she said. âIâll stay dry.â
âJust being a thoughtful husband,â he said.
Something in her chest fluttered. This pretending wasnât healthy. It wasnât real, and Katie Ellen preferred real life to any whimsy moonshines Josiah could spin.
But if it were real . . .
She splashed across the yard to the house, frowning once again at the broken window. Sheâd kept everything perfect thus far, but she couldnât produce a pane of glass out of thin air. Pa andMa would see her mistake the minute they drove up. But they couldnât drive up, could they? Did she have to fix the bridge, too?
Once on the porch, she began her complicated routine of disrobing. Tedious to some, perhaps, but it kept her without a drop of precipitation on her. Josiah shook his head like a wet dog and sent water flying in all directions.
âYouâll have another puddle on your floor if I go inside.â
Sheâd noticed how his clothes were drenched again. âI suppose if this were your house, youâd have something dry to change into.â
He lifted his head, his wet eyelashes framing concerned eyes. âKatie Ellen, have you paid any mind to what weâre going to do tonight?â
Katie Ellen scanned the drenched field. Water ran down the hill toward the river in ever-widening rivulets. Silas wouldnât be leaving. Not until morning, at least.
âHe thinks you sleep in the barn.â
âIâm not leaving him in the house with you alone.â
Her face warmed. âIâll send him to my parentsâ room in the loft. You can wait until heâs up there, then sleep on the floor in front of the fire.â
His eyes narrowed. âYou mean to tell me that your parents sleep in the loft while you have the room downstairs?â He shook his head in disbelief. âYou are one spoiled gal, Katie Ellen.â
âI am not.â But the familiar itch of shame tinted her protest. She hung her coat on the hook sheâd designated for herself. She wished she could go to bed at a healthy hour, but she always found just one more thing that needed doing. âIâm usually the last one to go to sleep and the first one up in the morning. Ma said they just got tired of hearing me banging around in the kitchen.â
Her voice had risen, as Silas was more than happy to pointout. âThatâs all the shut-eye youâre going to let me catch?â he called from inside.
How much of their conversation had he heard? The considerate look on Josiahâs face seemed out of place as he gazed at her. He was probably thinking again what a stick-in-the-mud she was. Well, she wanted him to think that so he couldnât turn her world upside down again.
âSimmer down, Silas,â Josiah hollered back. âWe have to fix this window you