the V an even fainter crooked trail ran from the open water through the mangroves and eventually led into the lake.
âMouth of an old creek,â I said. âCompletely overgrown.â
I became silent, feeling the hard tug of what she was presenting.
âNo way to know how long those creeks have been blocked off,â she said. âA century ago that stream couldâve been twenty feet wide, then year by year the mangroves inched toward the center, eventually sealing it up. Some lakes couldâve been locked tight since the Civil War. I talked to a marine biology guy at the college who said thereâs no way to be a hundred percent certain how long theyâve been cut off. Hurricanes come, destroy new growth, open up the creek again. Sun exposure, disease, tides, currents, lots of variables. But a bunch of creek beds are still there. Enough water to get the skiffs inside.â
Rusty was silent while I scanned the photograph. After a couple of minutes Iâd counted two dozen hidden lakes, many with the faint remnants of creek mouths. Some of the lakes were tiny, some large, a few were interconnected by narrow channels, and all of them were encircled by mangroves and tucked into the remote fringes of the navigable Everglades.
âSo you wedge the skiff beneath the branches, hack your way inside, youâre in waters that no one, not even Seminoles, have ever seen.â
âDid I bring my pig to a good market?â
I stepped away from the table and looked at her. Her eyes were filled with giddy light.
âWhy me? All the guides you know, anybody would jump at this.â
âI got my reasons.â
âAnd face it, thereâs no way to know what youâd find back there. Fish in those lakes would be seriously spooky. Never seen bait. Never seen anglers. One bad cast, the whole exercise is wasted. Donât see another fish all day.â
âExactly,â Rusty said. âExtremely spooky. Major challenge.â
I walked past her and opened the refrigerator.
âBeer? Rachel ale?â
âNothing for me.â
I opened a Red Stripe and took a seat at the kitchen table. I had a long pull, then nudged the laminated photograph aside and set the bottle down.
âOkay, itâs tempting,â I said. âFishing a virgin lake.â
âNow youâre talking.â
âBut I got my routines. Being on a houseboat for a week, guiding a bunch of jackasses around the wilderness, thatâs not my idea of fun.â
âGoddammit, Thorn.â
I shook my head.
âYou got your routines,â she said.
âThatâs right.â
âItâs those goddamn routines thatâre killing you.â
Rusty cut her eyes away. She hadnât meant to go that far. She clamped her lips and looked at the doorway to the living room, the escape route.
âNever mind. Forget it. Iâll find somebody else.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean, âkilling meâ?â
She gave her head one small shake. Finished talking.
âYou been listening to Sugarman, havenât you? Thatâs what he told you, that Iâm withering up, dying. Entropy, a closed system, nothing new coming in the door, Iâm starving emotionally. Thatâs his bullshit, isnât it?â
âHeâs worried about you, Thorn. We all are. Youâre hunkered down in your bunker, or monastery, whatever the hell it is. Months since you been off your property. Youâre hiding, Thorn, suffocating. I mean, yeah, I know some ugly shitâs come your way. So you retreated and here you are. Making a few dozen flies a day, watching the sun come up, watching it go down. Pretty soon the windows will be plastered over, and youâll be eating nothing but pizza or what-ever food they can slide under the door.â
I looked down at the sparkle of condensation ringing my beer.
âWhat if Iâm happy with things just like they
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