Feeling my cheeks burning, I glance over at Shannon, whoâs busy filing her nails a couple of desks away, and has obviously missed me as much as a large hole in the head. She leans sideways, sniggers and whispers something to Masher, whoâs sprawled behind the desk between us.
âShannon, is there something youâd like to share with us all?â asks Miss Devine brightly.
Donât, I think, groaning silently. Please donât encourage her to âshareâ anything with us. I close my eyes in disbelief and wait. Three years teaching the likes of Shannon Walters should surely have taught Miss Devine something.
âI was just wondering how Becky feels getting a new heart and stuff,â she asks sweetly.
The whole class turns and stares at me. I can feel myself sinking down into my chair as Miss Devine jumps in and answers for me.
âI think sheâs probably very grateful, arenât you, Becky?â
I nod, blushing from the neck up.
âYeah, I know that, but I mean, you know, now sheâs got a bit of someone elseâs body inside her. Thatâs not very nice, is it? I mean they could be anyone.â
âOnly someone dead,â chips in Masher.
âThatâs enough, Jake,â says Miss Devine as Masher and a few of his mates snort with laughter.
âWell, Iâm just saying,â continues Shannon, as she casually flicks her long, tousled hair over her shoulder, âI wouldnât fancy it if it was me.â
âThen I think youâre probably very fortunate that it wasnât you, Shannon. Becky was seriously ill before her transplant.â Miss Devine throws me an apologetic smile. âRight. Letâs move on. Get out your exercise books ready to make a few notes, please.â
Miss Devine turns back to the white board and starts writing. After exchanging a sideways smirk with Shannon, Masher leans over to me and whispers, âHey, Becky-Mouse, show us your scar!â
I put my head down and start writing the date in my exercise book, pretending to ignore him, but this to Masher is like waving a red rag to a bull.
âYour gran told my mum it was this long!â he announcesloudly so the whole class hears, separating his hands until theyâre about half a metre apart. Darren and Wesley start sniggering, which encourages Masher to pull his arms even further apart.
âNo, sorry.
This
long!â he says, grinning smugly, lapping up the attention from his audience.
âYouâre so immature, Masher,â says Leah, rolling her eyes at me in sympathy.
Normally I wouldnât rise to Masherâs wind-ups, but I still feel upset and annoyed with Shannon and those emotions are turning to pure anger as they bubble up inside me.
âShut up, Masher,â I hiss furiously. âYouâre not funny.â
âUnlike you, freak girl,â Shannon says, with an angelic smile on her face.
Miss Devine turns round from the white board. âThank you Shannon, thatâs quite enough,â she says firmly. âAnd you can stop waving your arms about, Jake Crombie. Detention tonight, both of you.â
âOh . . . what?â chorus Masher and Shannon. âThatâs not fair, miss!â
I exchange glances with Leah, whoâs doing her best to control the smirk on her face, then catch Shannonâs eye. If looks could kill, Iâd be vaporised on the spot.
19
âJust ignore Shannon and Masher,â Leah is telling me as we hurry through the rain across the wet playground to the dining hall.
âSheâs a cow and heâs a complete twazzock,â Alesha adds dismissively.
âYeah, and Alesha should know all about Masher,â Jodie says mischievously. âShe went out with him.â
âOne rubbish date!â retorts Alesha, pretending to be outraged. âAnd probably the worst mistake of my life so far.â
âWas it that bad?â I ask.
Alesha shudders. âTwo hours