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more than you want them?”
“Ah, but you’re assuming now that I don’t want you as much as you want me.”
Steven gasped as Mark pushed in another finger. Steven tried to remember what his complaint was. Oh, yeah. “You play games. You always have the upper hand—literally! If you want to talk about being vulnerable for a change, how about you spill your deep dark secrets about sex and me .”
“That’s easy. I want you.”
“Until you’ve decided you’re done with me,” Steven pressed.
“I’ll never be done with you. You’re my best friend. You’re like a family member. Except sex with you isn’t illegal or twisted.”
“Oh, it’s twisted. But having sex with me until you’re just done having sex with me isn’t the smartest decision.”
Mark eased down between Steven’s legs, nuzzling the man’s ball sac. “Are you saying you’re unwilling?”
“Do I look unwilling?”
Mark shot a pointed look toward the bindings.
“Aside from the belts and being tied to a bed while you shove digits into my body, do I look unwilling?” Steven nodded at his impatient cock.
“Not particularly.”
“So what happens to me when you’re done with me?” Steven asked.
Mark dragged his tongue up the underside of Steven’s dick. He placed soft open-mouthed kisses down the side. “Mm. Maybe I’ll never be done with you. Right now, this looks like a perfect scenario.”
“My heart isn’t a scenario,” Steven argued.
At that, Mark did look up. His gaze took on an intensity Steven didn’t see often. “Is your heart involved?”
Steven sighed. Two fingers still pumped his ass, although not nearly as hard as he’d like them too, but he supposed it was just as well. At least he could think a little. A very little. “How many relationships have I been in that you know of?”
Mark paused to think. “There was that guy Greg. The kid in college you used to say you were studying with. And that douchebag Vino-Vito something. Three?”
“And how many of those guys did I fall hard for?”
Mark laughed, “All of them.”
“Exactly.”
Mark grew pensive. He dropped his chin on Steven’s belly. “Is that how you feel about me?” he asked carefully.
Steven closed his eyes, willing the blush to disappear. “Yeah. And if you add sex to the mix, only to go off on another dating spree, what the fuck do you think would happen to me?”
Steven opened his eyes again to look seriously at his friend.
Mark’s brow smoothed. “I’m not afraid of that.”
“I am.”
“You shouldn’t be,” Mark whispered. “Kissing you was like a light bulb going off in my head. It’s you. It’s always been you. I couldn’t believe I didn’t see it until then.”
They were the words Steven had always wanted to hear, yet now that they were there in the ether he didn’t know he could trust them. They were too easy. Too freely given.
“Why would I be any different than one of your other dates?” Steven asked quietly.
Mark pushed up, climbed his body and stared down at him. Concern and sincerity shone in his clear green gaze. “Knowing you my whole life makes it different,” he whispered. “You’re the first person I look for when I have news to share. You’re the one I spend all my free time with, when it matters. You’re the guy who’s been at my side for more stupid mistakes and more successes than I can count. You don’t get it. Kissing you, touching you like this—it’s like coming home.”
“Coming home can get very boring,” Steven insisted.
“Said the guy tied to his bed.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.” He lowered himself onto Steven’s body. “I’ll admit that I can be impulsive and selfish. I can even admit I don’t always know what I need because I’m blindly running ahead with scissors or something. But you’re the one I always return to.”
“That’s a lot of sap coming from you,” Steven teased dryly.
“Fine, then here’s some more.”
He nudged his erect shaft alongside Steven’s. Steven