Barcelonaâs famous Gothic Quarter, seem that much smarter. As if she was getting good at handling him, after all.
After so many years apart, perhaps sheâd finally learned something.
âIâll repeatâwhat do you want?â Theoâs voice was clipped, his gaze when it met hers again uncompromisingly direct. âIt was obviously important to you that we do this. Here we are. You have three seconds to tell me what your agenda is.â
âOr what?â
Holly made her voice a taunt, though the truth was, she didnât recognize this version of Theo, and that was making her feel far more uneasy than sheâd imagined she would. He wasnât the lazy, sun-drunk lover she remembered, and even though sheâd read enough about him over the course of these past few years to have expected that on some level, the reality was much different. He had an edge now. He wasnât remotely tame. Back then, heâd reminded her of nothing so much as a great, lazy catâtonight, he was all claws and fangs. Maybe that was why she was drawing this out instead of coming clean immediately.
Or maybe she was still too afraid. That he wouldnât believe her.
That he would.
âWhat can you possibly do to me that you havenât already done?â she asked instead.
âExcellent,â he said silkily. âWeâve moved on to the blame portion of this conversation. And so quickly. Are you truly prepared to pretend that I carry any of it?â He laughed. It wasnât a nice sound. It rushed over her, making her skin prickle and feel too tight. It was as dangerous as he was. âIâll admit, Iâm looking forward to the performance. Please, Holly. Tell me how
I
betrayed
you
.â
She couldnât breathe. His gaze was too hot and too condemning, his mouth too grim. It was as if heâd chained her to her seat with the force of his fury alone, and she felt a dangerous weakness steal over her. As if she could simply surrender, right here...
But she knew better.
âIâm prepared to talk about our marriage,â she said then, when sheâd battled herself back from that cliff, down to something resembling calm. Or, at least, a good facsimile of it that might propel her through these last, crucial moments. âAre you? Because the way I remember it, the last time we broached the subject there was nothing but yelling and punching walls.â
And then that wild, insane thing that had exploded between them, nothing as simple as mere sexâbut she didnât say that. Neither did Theo. But it was between them all the same, the terrible heat and the violent blast of it as intense as if it had only just happened. That indelible claiming. Holly could hear the sound of his shirt tearing beneath her hands, could feel his skin beneath her teeth, the rage and the fire, the betrayal and the thick, twisted emotion like a hundred sobs pent up inside them both, and then that slick, perfect thrust of him deep into her, rough and complicated, their own painful little poetry. Their own goodbye.
âBy all means, letâs discuss our marriage.â Theo shifted then, leaning forward, making the small table feel like a box, a cageâas if the restaurant all around them and the city just outside simply disappeared, folded into their past that neatly. When nothing between them had ever been neat. âAllow me to summarize the whole of it. I worshipped you. You betrayed me. The end.â
âThatâs a bit simplistic, donât you think?â
âI find the truth always is.â He didnât look entirely civilized then. Something raw and edgy stared out at her from his too-dark eyes, some kind of warning.
Or invitation
, a perverse part of her whispered. âAnd thatâs the story of our marriage, Holly. If you remember it differently, perhaps you have me confused with one of your other lovers.â
âHave I graduated to
lovers
,