wanted to tell Hollis that if I were performing any other service, he wouldnât be sitting there all huffy; if I cleaned houses, he wouldnât be asking me to go clean his for free, right? My lips parted, but I clamped them shut. I refused to justify myself.
He thrust the money, still in its bank envelope, into my hand. I slid the envelope into my jacket pocket without comment. We drove back to the turn-off that led to the cemetery. We were parked on a gravel path winding among the tombstones, when he turned off the engine. âCome on,â he said. âThe grave is over here.â The day had cleared up,turned bright, and I watched big sycamore leaves turn cartwheels in the wind across the dying grass.
âEmbalming mutes the effect,â I warned him.
His eyes lit up. He was thinking Iâd faked my results before, somehow, and that now heâd unmask me. And heâd get his money back. He had about a ton of ambiguity resting on his shoulders.
I stepped gingerly onto the nearest grave, the ground chilly under my bare feet. Since a cemetery is so full of death, I have difficulty getting a clear reading. When you add the competing emanations from the corpses to the effects of the embalming process, you have to get as close as you can. âMiddle-aged white man, died of . . . a massive coronary,â I said, my eyes closed. The name was Matthews, something like that.
There was a silence while Hollis read the headstone. Then Hollis growled, âYes.â He caught his breath jaggedly. âWeâre going to walk now. Keep your eyes shut.â I felt his big hand take mine, lead me carefully to another patch of ground. I reached down deep with that inner sense that had never yet failed me. âVery old man.â I shook my head. âI think he just ran down.â I was led to yet another grave, this one farther away. âWoman, sixties, car accident. Named Turner, Turnage? A drunk, I think.â
We went back in our original direction, and I knew by the tension in his body that this was the grave heâd been aiming for all along. When he guided me onto the grave, I knelt. This was death by violence, I knew at once. I took a deep breath and reached below me. âOh,â I said sharply. I realized dimly that because Hollis was thinking of this dead person so strongly, it was helping me to reach her. I couldhear the water running in the bathtub. House was hot, window was open. Breeze coming in the high frosted window of the bathroom. Suddenly . . . âLet go!â she said, but it was as if I were the woman, and I was saying it, too. And then her/my head was under water, and we were looking up at the stippled ceiling, and we couldnât breathe, and we drowned.
âSomeone had ahold of her ankles,â I said, and I was all by myself in my skin, and I was alive. âSomeone pulled her under.â
After a long moment, I opened my eyes, looked down at the headstone in front of me. Sally Boxleitner, it read. Beloved Wife of Hollis .
âCORONER always said he couldnât figure it out. I sent her for an autopsy,â the deputy said. âThe results were inconclusive. She might have fainted and slipped under the water, fallen asleep in the tub or something. I couldnât understand why she couldnât save herself. But there wasnât any evidence either way.â
I just watched him. Grieving people can be unpredictable.
âVagal shock,â I murmured. âOr maybe itâs called vagal inhibition. People canât even struggle, if itâs sudden.â
âYouâve seen this before?â There were tears in his eyes, angry tears.
âIâve seen everything.â
âSomeone murdered her.â
âYes.â
âYou canât see who.â
âNo. I donât see who. I see how, when I find the body. Iknow itâs not you. If you were the murderer, and you were right by your victim, I might