prepared
for three. When he tells him, Jose does not have the courtesy to look surprised. He says
to him the table has already been set.
H IS FATHER BEDS the girl every night for
the next three weeks. A native brings her two trunks. The Wallaces themselves do not
appear. His father has made some arrangement—clearly his father has made some
arrangement. It is true the girl has no reputation to lose and it is also true the
situation does not necessarily look so bad. She is engaged to Tom. She has a place on
the farm while she recovers her health and then there is the difficulty of adjusting to
the life in the valley.
Which is different. Different to what she knows and not so different after
all. Because she has already found her way. She is a girl who lands on her feet.
Tom walks the house and does his best to avoid her. Naturally he runs into
her at every turn. She wanders the halls ina state of growing
undress. A hair ribbon that has come undone, a strap that has fallen loose. It gets
worse—much worse, until she is walking the halls, dragging herself from room to
room, draping herself on the chairs and settees in nothing more than the excuse of a
dressing gown. Sometimes not even that. Sometimes nothing more than a chemise and Tom
swears it is worse than if she had been naked.
She is like a bitch in heat. The same smell comes off the animals during
mating season. Then they run across the land, eyes rolling back in their heads, sick and
made foul with desire. They have to lock the dogs away when they are like this. There is
nothing else for it. They should do the same to the girl only it is too late and the
fever has already set in. Into all of them, into the walls of the house.
Soon, within a matter of days, she finds her way into his mother’s
wardrobe. Silk dresses and fur wraps and clothes, clothes far more costly than those she
arrived in. Now every evening she dresses for dinner. She puts on a chiffon frock, she
draws the tasseled belt tight. The colors are rich and the fabrics delicate and they are
cut in the complicated way that means quality. Tom has an eye for such things. Generally
useless but now put into practice.
He scans her every night and soon he notices that there are jewels, there
are diamonds and emeralds, hanging from her slender wrist and neck, tucked up into her
hair. She arrives with tortoiseshell clips and sapphire rings, she is practically
glittering when she comes down to dinner, a shiny, ghostly apparition in his
mother’s clothes. There are clear differencesbetween the two
women. Nonetheless, Tom sees his father’s gaze clamp onto her.
Now his father walks her to the table each night. She sits between Tom and
his father, Tom at one end of the table, his father at the other, and the girl sitting
between them. She will take Tom’s place. In no time she will be sitting across
from the old man and presiding over the table. With her newfound airs and graces.
Already she is playing the lady of the house and is surprisingly good at it.
Every night he walks the halls and there is a nightmare of sounds
emanating from his father’s bedroom. Sickly moans and thumps in the night.
Suckling and animal bellowing. The stuff of nightmares, which he remembers from
childhood. He stands outside his father’s door. He lowers his head and listens.
The noise is loud, the house and all the rooms are full with things, bureaus and sofas
and carpets, but the sound travels just like the building is hollow.
He does not know how he will face the girl in the morning and still he
does. Every morning she looks smug and suddenly well fed. Stuffed—that is one way
of putting it. He understands some things about the situation. That he was marked for
the fool from the start. That this was always part of the plan. That they are right to
view him with contempt. No doubt they are laughing at him now, from the dampness of
their