can come home.â
âUgh, sorry to hear that.â
âThanks,â she replies. âBut there is at least a little good news.â
âWhatâs that?â
Mom pulls her hair around to her nose and inhales. âSmells like todayâs special entrée is our favorite: fried chicken and mashed potatoes!â
It isnât until we take our seats in the booth that Mom eyes Lollyâs empty seat next to me. âShe with Jake?â When I nod, she shakes her head. âBe honest with me, Grace. Do you like him?â This time I shake my head and she nods. âI always get the feeling that heâs trying to put something over on me, which is not exactly the most reassuring feeling for the mother of a teenage daughter. Thank goodness youâre not dating too.â
âYeah,â I say, making a face, âthank goodness.â
The waitress walks over with menus and smiles when she sees Mom. âHey, Sheryl,â she says, âgood to see you!â
âTrina, hi.â Mom smiles back. âI didnât realize youâd come back from maternity yet.â
âWell,â she says, leaning in, âI hadnât planned to be back so soon, but Tim lost his job and I figured if I was going to be spending my whole day doing feedings anyway, I might as well do it in a place where Iâd get paid for it.â
Mom nods. âI hear you. Believe me, I know what the juggling act youâre doing is like. I remember all too well when I had to manage kids, job, home, and an unemployed husband who needed coddling yet didnât quite get that being out of work didnât mean he was on vacation from household responsibilities too.â Mom blinks and looks back up at Trina. âBut Iâm sure Timâs not like that,â she adds, as if apologizing for the comparison to my dad. âAnd Iâll make sure they donât work you too hard here.â
Trina exhales and shakes her head back and forth. âGod bless ya, Sheryl.â
âLeave God out of this,â Mom replies, smiling. âThis is between you and me.â
Trina laughs. âOkay, well then, Iâll just leave these for you ladies,â she says, extending menus to us.
Mom waves her off. âDonât need them. You know what you want, Grace?â
âYep.â
Trina takes out her pen and pad. âLet me just tell you about todayâs special then.â I eye Mom and we share a smile. âLetâs see.â Trina flips through her pad for the special of the day cheat-sheet. âToday weâve got the chefâs Southern specialty: fried chicken, buttermilk mashed potatoes, and creamed corn.â
âTwo of those.â Mom nods with a smile. âThanks.â
When I get home after dinner, I head for my room and my eyes go right to my book bag that still contains Mr. Sandsâs envelope. I kneel again at the foot of my bed.
âHi, Iâm sure you didnât forget about my request,â I say, my eyes flicking to the ceiling, âbut I thought Iâd check back in because Mr. Sands doesnât seem to be getting better yet. And I just wanted to remind you that time is sort of âof the essenceâ here . . .â
The noise of a car pulling into the driveway below my window distracts me, and I wonder if Lolly will get in trouble later. I also wonder if Iâd ditch out on dinner to eat with my boyfriend. Not that itâs an issue . . .
I look back to the ceiling and refocus. âAnyway, you know my mom doesnât really buy into this, but I really, really want to believe youâre going to help Mr. Sands. I canât help him like he wants me to, but you, you could fix it so he wouldnât even have to think about that . . . And then I wouldnât have to think about it either . . . So just please make him well again, okay? Please.â I close my eyes as if trying to seal up the wish and send it out to the
Michael Patrick MacDonald