kept in a pot by the stove. She sprinkled the powdery stalks over the ember, waiting for them to kindle into tiny yellow flames.
Deergrass, to bring vision and caution to her day. Sheâd reached for it often since the traveling man came to her. Sheâd felt the need for careful steps around him, for delicate maneuvers. And she wasnât quite willing to ignore the Sistersâ rumors that deergrass wove its way into a manâs heart, bound him to the hearth where first he smelled the weedâs clean sharpness.
She turned to look at Tovin, and she was not surprised to see him gazing back at her. She added a clutch of small twigs to the fire, and then she stood, brushing her hands against her apron. âDonât speak to me. Hold on to your thoughts.â
âI would have helped you with the fire.â
âHush.â
âI would have!â
âYou would have made a mess.â His young lungs were strong. He would have sent ash swirling across the floor. âYou should be concentrating, not talking.â
âAh, yes. My morning interrogation.â
âInterrogation?â Despite herself, despite her intention to keep him quiet and focused, she snorted. âDo all you northerners fear questions so?â
He smiled and shrugged. He was always relaxed when he awoke, lazy and soft, as if he only donned his sarcastic guise with his clothes. She crossed back to the lavender-scented pallet and stretched out beside him. His scarred hands folded around her, wandering down her flanks, but she stilled him with her own twisted fingers.
âGo ahead, then,â she said. âLook into the flames.â His fingers walked up her arm. âDonât try to distract me, traveling man.â He sighed in mock frustration, but he directed his attention to the hearth. âTell me,â she urged. âBefore you forget them.â
He was silent for a long minute, and she forced herself to lie still beside him. She measured out her breath, slow and even. She was trying to support him, trying to assist. It was important for him to remember, to speak. After several deep breaths and silence, though, she could not keep herself from prompting: âDo you recall anything? Even images, if you canât remember an entire dream.â
âIâve told you, Kella. I donât dream.â
âEveryone dreams. You must train yourself to remember what you see.â
âI can tell you anything that I see with my waking eyes. Iâm not some lazy child. I know how to use my senses.â
âI know youâre not lazy. I also know that youâre not concentrating.â
âKella, why is this so important to you?â
Why? She wasnât sure how to answer him. Perhaps it was important because she had always shared her own dreamsâfirst with her mother, then with her younger sister, then with her long-ago husband. Perhaps it was important because of the answers she had found to her own questions, answers lurking in the twisted hallways of sleep. Perhaps it was important because there was true witching power in dreams, true energy and force that could be helped along by wisely-chosen herbs.
Perhaps it was important because she thrilled to hear the player man speak, thrilled to feel the rumble of his words rising in his chest, echoing down her spine.
âLook into the flames, Tovin. Concentrate, and remember your dreams.â
Kella listened to him breathe beside her. She heard the fire whisper on the hearth, the nibble of the small flames as they worked their way through the dry wood. She heard a breeze pick up in the trees outside, the rustle of leaves and the rub of one branch against another. No words, though. No dreams. After a long silence, Tovin sighed. âNothing.â
âNothing,â she repeated.
âIâve tried, Kella.â
âOf course you have.â She tried to keep her tone matter-of-fact.
âAs well as you have,â he