breath, was suddenly awash with tears.
âHoney! Stace, love, what is it?â
âI think maybe Luce â¦Â maybe heâs got somebody else, Mom.â
âNo! Not Luciano! I donât believe it!â
It wasnât believable. If ever a man was set upon fidelity, it was Luciano Gabaldonâwhether fidelity to his science, to his family, or to Stace. He was an honorable man, and if ever a man was in love with anyone, it was Luce with Stace. âI donât believe it,â Carolyn repeated.
âMom, heâs gotten so funny! We used to â¦Â used to work up a storm every so often, and he hasnât even made a move in weeks! Not weeks! And he wonât talk about it. I hint about it, he just changes the subject. Honest to God, some days I just want to give up.â
Carolyn couldnât stop her smile or the chuckle that came with it. âOh, for heavenâs sake, Stace, even though all the romance novels would like you to believe that men exist in a state of constant tumescence, you know thatâs not true. Maybe heâs having a setback with his project at Los Alamos. Men are just as distractible as females are, and God knows weâre distractible.â
Stace sniffled, mopping at her face with the back of one hand. âLuce talks about the new containment project constantly. He goes around whistling. Itâs all he can think about! Heâs predicting unlimited energy from fusion within ten years!â
Carolyn remarked dryly, âThatâs what they said about fission! I hope heâll be satisfied with less, and in my humble opinion youâve just answered your own question. Heâs preoccupied. Think of him as an artist, obsessed by a vision. He wonât let up until he makes it real. Sex will just have to take a backseat! It does, sometimes. Donât worry about it.â
Staceâs eyes overflowed. âDo I want to be married to some lab rat who forgets Iâm even around?â
She fled to the bathroom, drowning her sniffles in running water and muttered imprecations.
Frowning, Carolyn took up her comb, separated her hair into plaits, and began braiding, disturbed by this evidence of unusual irritation. Ordinarily Stace had Halâs sunny disposition. And Luce wasnât the kind of man to risk a relationship lightly. It had to be his work obsessing him. Lifework was like that; it did obsess. Halâs work with the Bureau had, until heâd retired; then country life had taken its place. Carolynâs love affair with the law had. Until suddenly it hadnât anymore.
Lips tight, she set the memory aside. After a time Stace returned, shiny-faced.
âI didnât come out here to talk about Luce and me,â she said angrily as she plumped herself into the chair once more. âI didnât come to ask advice about my personal life. I donât want advice about it. I donât even want to think about it. What I really came for was to ask a favor.â
âWhat do you need?â
âActually, itâs not for me.â
âWhoâs it for?â
âLolly Ashaler.â
Carolyn frowned. The name was teasingly familiar. Sheâd heard it somewhere. Television. Morning news?
âThe baby,â Stace prodded. âIn the Dumpster.â
Oh, right. Now she remembered. âYou mean the mother of the baby in the Dumpster.â
âIn a manner of speaking. You know my boss?â
âDr. Belmont.â The psychologist with whom Stace was serving her internship.
âRight. She does expert-witness stuff, profiles of criminal types, omniscience in action, all that kind of thing for the district attorneyâs office.â¦â
Carolyn felt a momentary gulp of the spirit, an enormous hesitation, as though for one split instant the world had stopped. She made herself say the name: âFor Jake Jagger?â
âRight. El Taco Grande, himself. Rumor has it heâs going to get