they were simply the cacophonous rush of destruction. Then Sinan’s stomach lifted into his throat and he was dropped through the air. For a moment he felt as though he were flying; he looked beneath his feet to find the rooftop falling. It dropped ten feet and tilted sideways as if the whole building was tumbling into the street. Then his body was thrown over the side of the rooftop. He closed his eyes, sure that this was the end, and fell for what seemed like minutes until he slammed into the tiled floor of the terrace beneath. He was rolled to his left, and got wedged against the railings of the terrace, his arms tangled in the wrought iron and his head dangling over the edge.
As he opened his eyes he saw the white circumcision bed come through the open window below, and on that white bed was his son.smail lay on his back with his arms thrown behind him like he was doing the backstroke. Their eyes briefly met.smail had a questioning look on his face—he didn’t seem scared at all—just a question mark in his eyes, as if to say, “Look, what a strange thing to happen, Baba.”
In his white circumcision dress,smail floated out above the crumbling building, as if on a pillow of air. Sinan reached a hand out toward his son, stretching his fingers as far as he could. Cement blocks tumbled beneath the boy, crashed together, crushed and disintegrated, and the bed, too, spun around in the air.smail did a somersault, his tiny feet rolling above his head, his back coming briefly into view, his whole body flipping gracefully through the sky, before it disappeared in the dust and crumble below.
Chapter 8
S INAN HEARD SCREAMING, A SHRILL SOUND IN THE DISTANCE, like a throng of women standing outside and beating themselves. The screaming pierced his ears, slicing a sharp pain into his temple, and light grew at the corners of his vision. “Sinan,” a voice cried. “Sinan!” The sound seemed to move through his body, out into a world that surrounded him with heavier sounds—crashing cement, car alarms, screams, and moans—and when he heard the voice a third time, he knew it was his wife’s.
He came to finally and found himself wrapped around the twisted mess of wrought iron. His shirt had caught on the metal, and it was pulled up over his head so that when he opened his eyes he faced the darkness of the material. For a moment he thought he was dead, then the pain at his temple shocked him into consciousness. His legs dangled over the edge of the rooftop. He should have fallen, but the shoulder of his shirt, hooked on the rebar, had saved him. When he touched his head his fingers smeared with blood.
“Sinan!” he heard Nilüfer scream.
He kicked his feet and wrenched himself back onto the terrace. Everything that had happened came back to him, and in the darkness he scrambled across the collapsed rooftop and stumbled in the direction of the stairs. The stairwell was intact. He climbed down into the passageway where the early-morning darkness grew darker. He groped his way down the circling staircase until he heard his daughter crying. He tried shoving open the door, but it was stuck and he had to smash his shoulder against the wood. Inside, the floor slanted steeply and he slipped on the cheap marble tiles where they had become wet from a severed kitchen pipe. He already knew the answer, but he ran into the front room to check the window anyway, hoping that the vision ofsmail falling had been a dream. The bed, the window, his son, the whole front wall of his apartment were gone. The couch and coffee table dangled off the edge of the room, the back feet of the couch suspended in air, balanced delicately against falling. Beyond the missing front wall a cloud of dust hovered in the air like coal smoke. What had once been geometric planes of square walls and straight streets and a traffic circle, was now a jumble of broken buildings.
Sinan, then, began to shake uncontrollably;smail was buried out there.
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