circling their loss like wild animals. Curious, but wary. She got angry if she felt that he was treating her differently, and he would overcompensate, storming around the flat and taking out his bad day, his foul mood, his grief on her.
It was difficult.
The mildest of disagreements, a furious row, a fuck . . .
Sometimes it felt wrong to Thorne how easily one could lead to the next, and that any of them was really about a hundred different things. He had tried to explain it to Phil Hendricks â his closest friend and a good one to Louise, too â one night in front of Sky Sports.
âI bet the row lasts longer,â Hendricks had said.
âI just canât bear the thought of her in pain,â Thorne had said, at which point Hendricks had stopped joking.
âTom?â
Thorne looked over and saw that Louise was watching him over the top of her paper.
âThereâs no point worrying about it,â she said. She laid down the paper and reached for the cat, curled up next to her on the sofa. âThereâs nothing you can do, unless you fancy trying to nobble a couple of jurors.â
Thorne sighed, nodded. He knew she was right, but it wasnât helping. âA couple of them are no older than Andrea was,â he said.
âSo?â
âSo, you worry they canât make a . . . mature decision.â
ââMatureâ meaning âguiltyâ.â
âThat they wonât see what Chambers is really like.â
âYou want to raise the legal age for jury service? To what â twenty-one? Forty?â
âIâm just saying.â
âYou donât think an eighteen-year-old knows exactly what the likes of Adam Chambers is capable of?â She jabbed a finger at her Standard . âKids half that age are doing worse things every day of the week. Knifing each other for an iPhone.â
Thorne shook his head.
âCome on, youâve dealt with enough of them.â
âNot the same,â Thorne said. âYouâre right . . . but most of the time thereâs a reason at least. Iâm not justifying it, course Iâm not, but itâs not the same as what Chambers did to Andrea Keane.â
âYou donât know what he did.â
âThey donât enjoy it.â
Louise picked up her paper again, read for a minute, then asked Thorne if heâd remembered to put the leftover souvlaki in tin-foil. He was on his way to the kitchen when the doorbell rang.
Louise asked the question with a look. Thorne shrugged a âno ideaâ and moved towards the door.
âLook, I know I should have called, so Iâm sorry if itâs a bit late . . .â
Thorneâs flat was on the ground floor, but the entrance to the building was half a dozen steps up from the street. He peered down at his visitor from the edge of the half-open door, his expression making it abundantly clear that he was cold and less than delighted to see her.
âHow did you get my address?â
She smiled. âIâm a detective.â
Thorne waited.
âIâve got a friend who works for the DVLA.â
â Used to ,â Thorne said. âShe just lost her job.â
âOh come onââ
âWhat do you want, Anna?â
She climbed a couple of steps, then leaned towards Thorne and held out a hand. He took the piece of paper she was brandishing.
âItâs Donnaâs address.â
âHavenât we been through this?â
âJust go and see her,â Anna said. âPlease.â
âThereâs no point.â Thorne rubbed at his bare forearms, shook his head. âLook, I donât want to see her and I very much doubt sheâd be too keen on seeing me.â
âI phoned her. She knows Iâve spoken to you.â
âSo, phone her again. Tell her Iâm not coming.â
âJust go round there for half an hour.â Anna took another step up towards the door.
Michel Houellebecq, Gavin Bowd