say. âAnd since you seem so capable all of a sudden, why donât you go find us some water.â Jane tilted her head, intrigued by the little twitch that came into his cheek.
âIâll find us water,â he whispered, sounding more threatening than agreeable. âHave the fire built back up by the time I return.â
âYes, sir,â Jane snapped, her cheeks red again for a completely different reason.
Oh! Ordering her around like he was king of the forest or something.
With his cheek still twitching, Mark grabbed the canteen and stormed out of the camp. Jane scrambled to find her brace and put it on over her sock inside her dry but stiff boot, pulled down her pant leg, then checked to make sure the comfortable old brace was hidden. Sheâd been wearing one since before sheâd learned to walk, and considered it a welcome old friend that allowed her mobility and a degree of confidence.
She hadnât been born with a bad ankle, but the nuns at Saint Xavierâs had told her sheâd come to them with the injury. Since then sheâd had several operations and manyfittings of braces. No one knew how her ankle had become crushed; only that sheâd had the injury when theyâd found herânot three days old, it had been determinedâon the steps of the hospital in Abbot, Maine. No one knew who her parents were, either. And twenty-seven years later, the sources of her injury and parentage were still unknown.
Jane no longer cared. She was contented with her life and making the best of what she
did
have. The only thing she craved was a family. And until a month ago, it was the one thing she was afraid she might never get. That is, until sheâd suddenly realized she could have a family of her ownâan actual blood tieâif she were to have a baby. She could be a mother.
And finally be
somebody
.
By the age of twenty-three Jane had figured out she probably wouldnât ever be a wife, only to have that lesson drilled home again last month by a groping, drunken lout whoâd offered to set her up in a cabin of her own in the woods as his mistress. Thatâs when, despite Sister Robertaâs adamant cautions about what happens to immoral women, Jane had seriously started thinking about having a baby out of wedlock. Because honestly? Sheâd willingly spend
eternity
in purgatory in exchange for having a family of her own right here on Earth.
And she didnât really need a husband for that to happenâjust some sperm.
But how was she supposed to get the ingredients for motherhood when
sober
men were turned off by her limp and lack of sensuous beauty? Like Mr.-No-Last-Name Mark; sharing a bed and waking up to find himself holding her breast hadnât done a thing for his libido, apparently.Heâd just calmly pulled his hand out of her shirt like it was a common, everyday mistake and focused on her illness instead. And when heâd kissed her last night, his hormones hadnât even sparked, much less run away with him. Heck, heâd told her to go to sleep.
Okay, maybe she wouldnât tell Katy about their sleeping together, because she really didnât want her friendâwho happened to be a tall goddess with shining gray eyes and the body of a swimsuit modelâto give her
another
lecture about getting over the silly notion that she was nobody.
âYou didnât start the fire back up,â Mr. Dead Libido said from behind her. âYou really are sick, arenât you? Your face is flushed and you havenât even finished dressing. You only have one boot on,â he added, giving her that intense, golden look again. He set down the canteen and stirred the dying embers of their fire. âJust sit still and Iâll fix us something to eat. Do you have any aspirin in your pack?â
âYes,â she croaked, reaching for her other boot just as she sneezed againâmaking her finally admit she was sick. Okay; maybe