yourself,â his mother says. âLook at her. Everythingâs the same. She doesnât age.â
âNo no no no.â She closes her eyes modestly. Those stove hoods for eyelids. Not stove hoods but something like them. Roll tops of roll-top desks. Her sister is very sick. He asked. âShe lives with us now. She has since Fritz died. I donât want to say this, but itâs possible she wonât live out the year. Age is awful, awful, when it gets like that.â
âAwful,â his mother says. âNo matter how good you feel one day; at our age, the next you could snap, go.â
Her nephew married and moved to Atlanta and bought a house. He asked. âThey want to have children. Buy a house after you have a child, Martin and I told them, but they wanted one first. Heâs an air controller, went to a special school for it. Six to six for months. We loaned him five thousand dollars of our savings for the house. After all, heâs our only nephew and we love him, and his wife is like our only niece. So heâs like our only son in many ways. You were like one of my children when I worked here. I can still see you pulling your wagon down the street. Red, do you remember?â
âI do if he doesnât. It said Fire Chief on the sides.â
âI donât remember that,â Frieda says, âbut it probably did, since it was that color red. A very fine wagonâvery sturdily madeâand with a long metal handle he pulled. You were so small you couldnât even carry it up to the sidewalk.â
âIt was even almost too heavy for me,â his mother says. âWe got it from our friends the Kashas. It was their son Carlâs.â
âThey were so old then they must be both dead now.â
âHe did about fifteen years ago. BeaâMrs. Kashaâmoved to Arizona and I never heard from her again.â
âToo bad. Nice people. But Iâd do most of the carrying up the steps for his wagon. The neighborhood was very safe then so weâdâyour mother and Iâlet you go by yourself to the stores you could get to without crossing the street. Think of anyone letting their child do that today. He wasnât even four.â
âHe was so beautiful that today heâd be kidnapped the first time.â
âYouâd have a note in your hand. It would say this, when he went to Grossingerâs, which is where he wanted to go most: âThree sugar doughnuts, three jelly doughnuts,â and perhaps some Vienna or their special onion rolls and a challah or seeded rye. You had a charge there, didnât you?â
âAt all the stores on Columbus. Gristede Brothers. Hazelkornâs kosher butcher. Al and Philâs green grocers. Samâs hardware and so on. But sometimes we gave him money to buy. Shopkeepers were honest to a fault then, and when he did carry money I think the note always said to take the bills out of his pocket and put the change back in.â
âIt would have had to. So youâd go around the corner with your wagon and park it outside the store. Then youâd go inside and give the note to the saleslady, who was usually Mrs. Grossingerââ
âShe passed away I think it was two years ago. She had a bad heart for years but never stopped going in every day.â
âOh, thatâs too bad; a very nice lady. I hope the store was kept up. There arenât any good home bakeries where we are.â
âHer son runs it and even opened a branch store farther up Columbus.â
âGood for him. So Mrs. Grossinger or the saleslady would give you whatever was on the note and youâd put the bags in your wagon one by one and start home. But sometimes I got so worried for you, or your mother did where sheâd send me after you, that Iâd follow you all the way there and backâmaybe he was around five when he did this, what do you say?â
âIâd think at least