shorts, we are a formation of nearly naked guys, with guns slung over our shoulders. It is a beach trip, after all.
âJupp is worse than useless,â Gillespie pipes up. âI donât know what heâs even doing here.â
âKilling time, man,â Hunter says. âJust like everybody else.â
âNo,â Gillespie says. âNo, no, not like everybody else. Not like me. Not like olâ Cabbage here. We keepgetting sent into that jungle and all them creepy little villages and killing everybody like they tell us to and getting shot at. But Jupp, man, he never goes nowhere. Never. He just orders and directs and shouts and assigns. Then he shrinks back into his hooch until itâs time for chow.â
We have reached the beach, and we donât break stride. Guns and all, the five of us march right down over the burning sand and straight into the surf, where we continue the discussion in waist-high water.
âWhoâs got the soap?â Squid asks. This is also a hygiene trip.
Marquette whips the new bar of soap at Squid. It bounces off his chest and falls under the water. We donât have the floaty kind of soap, so Squid has to dive right under after it.
âGood thing heâs a sea creature,â Hunter says.
âAnd how âbout those corporals?â Marquette says, and now itâs pretty clearly become a game of how furious can we get Sunshine.
Sunshine doesnât let us down.
âSlugs!â he shouts, punching the ocean hard enough to send Squid shooting up out of it like heâs performing at the aquarium or something. âThose guys ⦠itâs like they arenât even here as part of the Marines. Like theyâre on some kind of separate contract working forsome other operation altogether. Itâs like theyâre self-employed.â
âAt least they go out,â I say. âThey go into the jungle and do stuff sometimes.â
âYeah, when they feel like it,â Gillespie says.
âYeah,â Hunter says, âbut they do feel like it from time to time. Not like the lieutenant.â
They wonât let Sunshine relax today. This seems kind of dangerous, and I take a plunge underwater when I see his head go all purple.
ââ if they would let me!â heâs screaming when I come back up. The other guys are laughing, and the way the one bar of soap is being tossed around, this feels â really, really weirdly â like one of the more social gatherings Iâve been at here. Nobody even looks up as a helicopter from the base thup-thup s past above us, drowning out Gillespieâs rant. Well, almost drowning it out.
One by one we all get cleaned up and cooled off and one by one we migrate out of the water and up to the beach. I see Hunter up there, making snow angels in the sand, which I suppose should be called sand angels.
âAlmost over anyway,â Marquette says, catching up to me in the shallows.
âHuh?â
âThis,â he says, gesturing at Vietnam. âThereâs not much left of it. You can feel it. Nobodyâs really eventrying anymore because everybody knows weâre wasting our time. These third-world peons are making us look stupid. If I was Jupp, Iâd stay in my bed all the time, too. Not because Iâm a lazy coward like him, but because Iâm too smart to waste my time and maybe my life on a war that nobody but a moron thinks that we might win at this point.â
I keep walking, splashing, then padding on the wet sand that goes from cool to hot in three steps.
â Iâm trying,â I say, working in more ways than one to be cool. âIâm trying, like Iâve always been trying, like Iâm gonna keep on trying until somebody tells me itâs over. And yeah, I believe we can win.â
Funny enough, Private Marquette of the United States Marine Corps seems unimpressed by my statement of dedication to the cause. In fact, he