his job. Do you see what Iâm getting at?â
He started to give a tentative nod.
âIâm not a detective, Luke. This shouldnât have happened to me.â
He brought both hands to his cheeks and dropped his elbows onto the table. âIâm sorry. Iâm still processing this, but I swear, I didnât think anything like this was even possible. Do you believe me?â
I nodded. âYeah, I believe you.â
âGood. Iâd be really sad if you didnât. Are you okay?â
âMy head feels pretty abused, and truthfully, Iâm a little shaken. But I guess Iâm as okay as I can be.â I rubbed my eyes with the heels of my hands. âIâm glad they left me near your house.â
We sat for a few minutes, absorbing the changes in the air.
Luke spoke first. âDo you think we should call the police?â
It took me a few seconds to register the question. âI hadnât thought of it, to be honest.â
âReally?â
âYeah. I think Iâve been thinking a lot more about private eyes than police since I woke up. Strange how fast you can disconnect from the real world.â
âWell, what do you think?â
âAbout the cops? I donât know. Should I? What do I tell them?â
âThat you were attacked, I guess. Andâ¦â He lowered his voice. âDo you think this happened because of my dad?â
âI donât know, Luke.â
âIt would kill me if he was part of this.â
âHonestly, I have no idea. I will say something untoward could be up with Lori. You were probably right about that. Whether your dad is whatâs untoward, I canât say.â
He found a pen on the table and twirled it between two fingers. âThis wasnât supposed to happen. I want to know whether my dadâs cheating, not whether he can be put in jail.â
âLook, I donât feel like talking to cops right now anyway. Theyâd brush me off. I really donât have much to give them.â
He nodded. âSo what now then?â
âI guess first thing, I need my car. Can you drive me?â
âYeah, of course.â He hesitated but he didnât say anything. I assumed it had to do with the passed-out drunk on his sofa and the nameless Cinderella in his bedroom. I took a split second to consider being considerate, and pretended not to notice.
âGreat. Can I borrow your bathroom first? And some toothpaste? And some Advil?â
âGo for it. Toothpaste is on the sink. Advilâs in the medicine cabinet.â
I shuffled across the room and through a short hallway to the bathroom, noting the closed bedroom door before shutting myself in and switching on the light. I locked my elbows, gripped the hard, white sides of the sink, and stared at my reflection.
I did look a mess. My teen admirer must have been missing his glasses. Wisps of hair stood in waves and lumps on top of my head where my ponytail had come loose. My bangs were no longer swept to the side but hung sadly in a greasy black curtain over the rightmost two-thirds of my forehead, leaving the last third bare. My eyes were rimmed in smudged charcoal a full centimeter around, giving me more the look of a gaunt, overworked hooker than of a panda bear. Blackened gobs of sleep gathered in the inner corners of my eyes. I was missing an earring.
I washed my hands with a pump of soap, pushed a finger into each eye in turn, and coaxed my contacts out from where they stuck to my irises, shifting them slowly up and down and side to side. I blinked hard and my eyes watered. I found Lukeâs toothpaste and squeezed a tricolored dollop onto my right index finger. I loosed a thin stream from the faucet and wet the paste, then shoved it this way and that into my mouth, across my teeth, over my gums, down my tongue. It failed to foam, but the mint tasted clean. I gargled and spit, gargled and spit. I rinsed my hands and splashed my