for me on the corner next morning. Eagerly, I went racing up to them.
âWhat happened? Did you find anything?â
âHavenât been able to look yet,â said Jem.
âGive her a chance!â Skye biffed me with her school bag. âItâs not easy, being a spy. You canât just go blundering into things.â
âMum and Dad are always there,â explained Jem.
My mum and dad are always there, but I felt sure I could creep into their bedroom without them knowing. Well, I had done! On lots of occasions. Searching for Christmas presents on top of the wardrobeâ¦
âItâs all right for you,â said Jem. âYou donât live in a flat.â
That was true. I could see that being all on one floor might make things a bit difficult. In a house you can disappear upstairs and nobody knows which room youâre in, but Jemâs place is quite small and her mum and dadâs bedroom is right next door to the sitting room.
âIâll do it as soon as I can,â said Jem.
I said, âThatâs OK. I wonât ask you again until⦠this time next week!â
âLike we believe that ?â said Skye. âCome on, you two! Get a move on.â
Skye went power-walking off, leaving me and Jem to trail behind.
âIâll do it before next week,â said Jem. âI promise!â
I pointed out that she wasnât doing it for me . âItâs your birth mum. Youâre the one that needs to know!â
Every morning after that I looked at her, hopefully, but didnât actually say anything. It took a lot of self-control. I couldnât help this sneaking feeling that if a person really, seriously wanted to do something, they would find a way of doing it. I would! But maybe that is just me.
The weekend came and went. So did Monday. On Tuesday when I gave my hopeful look Jem said, âI nearly went and blew it! Dad was having a bath and Mum was in the kitchen so I took a chance and guess what? Mum came into the bedroom and found me there!â
I said, âWow.â
âYou can say wow,â said Skye. âYou werenât the one being caught red-handed!â
I looked anxiously at Jem. âWere you really?â
âNot quite,â said Jem, âbut it was a nasty moment.â
âWhat did you say?â
âI told Mum I was looking for Titch.â
Titch is her hamster. I nodded. âThat was quick thinking.â
âSpies have to be quick,â said Skye.
âShut up about spies! Sheâs not spying.â
âIâm beginning to feel like I am,â said Jem. âBut Iâm not giving up!â
That was the day Miss Rolfe announced that Jemâs essay on Beginnings had been chosen for Speech Day. I could tell from the way Jemâs cheeks fired up that she was pleased and proud, but also a bit embarrassed.
âAll that yucky stuff,â she wailed later, to me and Skye.
âPeople like yucky stuff,â said Skye.
âI know, but it doesnât feel right⦠not when Iâm planning to go through Mum and Dadâs private papers behind their back!â
âIn that case maybe you shouldnât be doing it.â Skye looked hard at Jem.
âWhat? You meanâ¦â Jem paused, uncertain. âReading out my essay?â
âNo! Going through your mum and dadâs stuff.â
âBut I need to know!â
âItâs her right,â I said.
âIt may be her right, but if itâs going to make her feel bad⦠why donât you just talk to them?â
âI canât!â Jem shook her head. âYou know I canât!â
âYouâre still cross with your mum,â I said. She wasnât in quite such a sulk as she had been, though every now and again she would remember that she had a grievance and start going on about being misunderstood and her life being blighted, so I could see it probably wasnât a good