didn’t hurt then either.”
“Okay,” Jay agreed, “but we’ll need some supplies.” He got up and walked away, not entirely steady, only to return from the living room moments later with the small bag he’d brought from his apartment.
Mack couldn’t help but admire the lean but buff physique of the man he loved, his cock bouncing proudly with every step. He watched him come closer, opening the bag and throwing a bottle and two foil packages on the bed.
“Lube and condoms. Every gay man’s necessity,” he chuckled.
“Let’s get you prepped, okay? You’ve never done this?” Mack shook his head. “I told you, I’ve only ever given a few blowjobs, that’s all.”
“Well, if the blowjobs are anything to go by, you’re a natural.” Mack was grateful the lighting was rather subdued, otherwise Jay would have seen his cheeks flush red.
“How do you want me?”
“Why don’t we start where we stopped?”
“Okay,” Mack nodded, switching places with Jay and standing slightly nervously in front of him. He saw Jay squirt some clear gel on his fingers and warm it.
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he instructed. “I’m going to warm it a bit and then use it on you. Spread your legs a bit and relax.” He took the head of Mack’s cock in his mouth and pushed two fingers behind his sac.
Although it made Mack jump slightly, the feeling of Jay’s fingers rubbing over that sensitive area behind his balls felt amazing and memories came flooding back of his first orgasm under Jay’s hands.
Feeling the fingers slip back more until they were circling his entrance was even better. He felt Jay push against the tight muscle and his body clenched up, despite the dual assault.
Jay let go of his cock and extricated his fingers. “It’s okay,” he said softly. “Come lie on the bed. It’s your first time and relaxation is something learned, not something that comes naturally. We might have to experiment a little to find a position in which you feel comfortable.” Mack nodded and hoped he hadn’t disappointed the more experienced man. “So... where?”
“Just on your back. We’ll find a way to make it feel good for both of us.”
Mack had to admit Jay was very good at reassuring him, but then again he wasn’t surprised since he’d done a lot of that during their sessions as well.
“Just close your eyes and breathe easily.”
“That’s easy for you to say. I can do that just fine in your recliner, but I’m horny and hard and we’re making love!” Mack laughed and Jay joined him.
“Okay, I agree, just try, okay?”
Jay put a pillow under his ass and helped him position his limbs, which felt long and straggly all of a sudden. Everything they tried seemed uncomfortable until finally Jay pulled him closer into his arms and placed Mack’s knee high over his hip. Being so close to him, cradled, safe, made Mack relax. It helped that they were both on their sides, able to look each The Fine Line by Zahra Owens
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other in the eye, close enough to kiss. Jay resumed his ministrations after putting some more lube on his fingers and Mack tried exploring Jay’s chest, watching how the younger man reacted to having his nipples touched.
“I’ll admit I have sensitive nipples,” Jay confessed. “I’ve thought about getting them pierced, but I’m a bit squeamish around needles.”
“Mmh, yeah, me too. Oh fuck.” Mack hissed at the feeling of being breached when Jay’s finger popped past the tight muscle surrounding his entrance. He had to admit the feeling was amazing, though.
Jay continued teasing the muscle, slowly loosening it up more and more until he could insert a second finger. “You’re very tight, my little virgin ass.”
“Is that all I am to you?” Mack asked, his voice strained and his eyes closed.
“No, you’re much more than that, my beautiful man.” When Mack opened his eyes, they weren’t dry. Jay
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