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âYes. I have no idea.â
âThatâs not your role. And you shouldnât concern yourself further.â
âYes, thank you. I donât mind telling you, this whole business . . .â Evdaev sighed, wiped his hand across his brow.
Andrianov smiled. The man was an utter coward, a baby. The whole day had been like that. All through his conversations he had become less and less impressed with his recruits into the scheme. Yes, they were all important men, necessary parts of the conspiracy; yes, they had all screwed up their courage to commit treason. Yes, they all had the necessary sentiments and ideological underpinnings to carry them through the storm, but underneath they were weak, ineffectual. They loved the romance of the code names, the secret rendezvous, and, of course, the payments. But for anything difficult, anything that might involve a little dirt or blood, all of them were play-actors. He even had his doubts about how Gulka would react in a crisis. Evdaev was fit to sit on a throne and take orders, fool enough to charge into battle, but for anything dangerous he had no will whatsoever. It was one more symptom of the dry rot that had disabled the whole of Russian society.
âWe have nothing to fear, Nestor. There are no names and no witnesses. Certainly no one reliable. Itâs only a whorehouse, after all.â Andrianov laughed and after a glance at him Evdaev did too, a little self-consciously. They touched glasses.
Andrianov smiled. On the night of the consummation, he had pushed the first envelope across the surface of Evdaevâs table. Eagle, the great warrior, had been afraid to take it, recoiled from the thing as if it were a viper. By rights the prince should have reached for the telephone, called for the gendarmes. But he hadnât. Instead he had listened, he had let Andrianovâs words draw him in, subduing his reason like the narcotic smoke of a genieâs lamp. Hardly believing as the logic coiled around him, overwhelmed him, seduced him.
âI know what you love, Nestor,â he said, and waited. âBut me? I love my businesses. I have love for Mina, of course. My fatherâs house is one of my greatest treasures. But more than all of those . . . itâs Russia that I truly love.â
Evdaev was nodding at him, staring into his glass and bobbing his head. Tears starting to form in his eyes.
âAnd, yes, sometimes, when we love something, and it means everything to us, and itâs been hurt or broken, well . . . we have to repair it, restore it. So it is with Russia . . . we have to sweep out the cobwebs, break out the rot, and glue things back together. Is this not true, Nestor?â
Nodding that big head.
âWe are not alone, youâre not alone, Nestor. Indeed, you are surrounded by secret friends and believers. And we offer you the world. We offer you the chance to be the saviour of your nation. We do this because honour prevents us from doing otherwise. I am here, and I devote myself to you, brother, and to our cause. And as a brother, I pledge my life to you.â He let himself laugh a little. âBut, I donât have to tell you, you know. Youâre a soldier. One small life, one life is nothing, not really.â
âNo,â Evdaev said. Trying to make his voice courageous. It only came out as a burbling sound of drunken assent. Andrianov reached into his jacket, pushed a new envelope across the table. Nestor reached out quickly to save it from the spilled wine.
âThere will be more expenses. Men will have to be compensated. We will have to entertain, persuade, blackmail. There will be blood. It will not be pretty . . .â
âI know,â Evdaev said, serious now. Sobering up.
âItâs not treason, Nestor.â
And now the big face looked up at him. Stricken. A scared stupid boy waiting for the lash.
âNo . . . Is it treason to see? Is it treason to realize that weâre
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