medicine. That guy is supposed to be a medical doctor. Cheating on research is as bad as cheating on patient care. No! Itâs worse. In research you can end up hurting many more people.â
âI wouldnât be so quick to judge. Maybe he was under a lot of pressure because of all the publicity. There could have been extenuating circumstances.â
âWhen it comes to integrity, there are no extenuating circumstances.â
âWell, I disagree. People have problems. Weâre not all supermen like you.â
âDonât give me any of that psychology bullshit,â said Charles. He was surprised at the malice implied in Ellenâs comment.
âOkay, I wonât. But a little human generosity would do you good, Charles Martel. You donât give a damn about other peopleâs feelings. All you do is take.â Ellenâs voice trembled with emotion.
A strained silence fell over the lab. Ellen ostensibly went back to her work. Charles opened his lab book, but he could not concentrate. He hadnât meant to sound so angry and obviously he had offended Ellen. Was it true he was insensitive to othersâ feelings? It was the first time Ellen had ever said anything negative about him. Charles wondered if it had anything to do with the brief affair theyâd had just before heâd met Cathryn. After working together so many years it had been more the result of propinquity than romance, coming at a time when Charles had finally come out of the immobilizing depression following Elizabethâs death. It had only lasted a month. Then Cathryn had arrived at the institute as temporary summer help. Afterwards he and Ellen had never discussed the affair. At the time Charles had felt it was easier to let the episode slip into the past.
âIâm sorry if I sounded angry,â said Charles. âI didnât mean to. I got carried away.â
âAnd Iâm sorry I said what I did,â said Ellen, her voice still reflecting deeply felt emotion.
Charles wasnât convinced. He wanted to ask Ellen if she really thought he was insensitive, but he didnât have the nerve.
âBy the way,â added Ellen. âDr. Morrison wants to see you as soon as possible. He called before you arrived.â
âMorrison can wait,â said Charles. âLetâs get things going here.â
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Cathryn was irritated at Charles. She wasnât the kind of person who tried to suppress such feelings; besides, she felt justified. In light of Michelleâs nosebleed, he could have altered his sacred schedule and taken Michelle to Pediatric Hospital himself. After all, he was the doctor. Cathryn had horrible visions of Michelleâs nose bleeding all over the car. Could she bleed to death? Cathryn wasnât sure, but the possibility seemed real enough to terrify her. Cathryn hated anything associated with disease, blood, and hospitals. Why such things bothered her she wasnât sure, although a bad experience at age ten with a complicated case of appendicitis probably contributed. Theyâd had trouble making the diagnosis, first at the doctorâs office, then at the hospital. Even to that day she vividly remembered the white tiles and the antiseptic smell. But the worst had been the ordeal of the vaginal exam. No one tried to explain anything. They just held her down. Charles knew all this, but he had still insisted on getting to the lab on schedule and letting Cathryn accompany Michelle.
Deciding there was a certain safety in numbers, Cathryn sat down at the kitchen phone to call Marge Schonhauser to see if she wanted a ride into Boston. If Tad was still in the hospital there was a good chance she would. The phone was picked up on the second ring. It was Nancy, the Schonhausersâ sixteen-year-old daughter.
âMy motherâs already at the hospital.â
âWell, I just thought Iâd try,â said Cathryn. âIâll see