âTo use them first. That doesnât even make sense. You want me to go through life using everyone I meet?â
âIf it will keep you safe, yes, I do.â
Hunter didnât say anything.
âEven last night,â said his father. âEven knowing sheâd stolen from you. You wanted to help her. Didnât you?â
âWho wouldnât want to help her? Canât you imagine what she must have been going through? Do you blame her?â
âShe could have told you, Hunter. If she cared about you, if she trusted you, she would have. Jay was here in uniform last night. She could have told him .â
Hunter scowled.
âIf nothing else,â said his father, âsay you used her for the lesson.â
âWhat about you?â Hunter snapped.
âMe?â
âDo you use Mom?â
âYou keep saying the word use like itâs a bad thing. As if thereâs nothing given in return. Your mother wanted security. A family. A husband who would take care of her. She got those things.â
Hunter snorted. âYou make my whole existence sound like a barter transaction.â
âGood. Start thinking of every relationship in your life that way.â
âWhat fun.â
âYou can think about it while weâre gone. I think youâll figure it out.â
âGone?â Hunter straightened in the chair. âYouâre leaving?â
âWe got another message about this family in Annapolis. It sounds suspicious. Weâve decided to go a few days early, get the lay of the land before they know weâre there. Jayâs packing the car now so we can beat traffic.â
Hunter looked out the window. âThis is bullshit.â
âExcuse me?â
Hunter flew out of his chair. âI said this is bullshit . I can do this. You know I can do this. I should get to go. You even said yourselfâI could be a decoy. I could help. I couldââ
âYouâre not ready.â
âI am ready! Look at last night! Look atââ
His dad raised an eyebrow. âI am looking at last night, Hunter.â
Hunter flushed. âI donât mean the . . . the using . I meanââ
âI know exactly what you mean. I also know that man had every thought to kill you, and you shot him in the shoulder.â His father paused and put his hands on Hunterâs shoulders. âYouâre not ready . And thatâs fine .â
Hunter shoved his hands off and moved to brush past his father. âFuck you.â
Hunter didnât realize his dad had grabbed him until heâd been spun around and pinned to the doorjamb.
His father didnât even raise his voice. âWant to try that again?â
The door frame was pressing into his cheek exactly where heâd gotten the bruise yesterdayâand Hunter could swear his dad knew that. âLet me go.â
âActing like a cocky teenager isnât the way to convince me youâre ready.â But his dad let him go.
Hunter shoved him, hard.
And then his dad came after him.
âHey. Hey .â Uncle Jay was there, dragging them apart. âLeave him be, John. The kidâs had a long night.â
âForget it,â said Hunter. âIâve got to get ready for school.â He didnât look at his dad, just turned for the steps. âHave a great time on your trip .â
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When Hunter came out of the shower, his father and uncle were gone.
It figured.
Hunter slammed through the underbrush surrounding the property. He was exhausted, but fury rode him hard. He kept replaying those last minutes with his dad.
And a small nagging voice at the back of his head kept insisting that his dad had left for a potentially dangerous assignment, and for the first time, he hadnât said good-bye.
Hunter hesitated and pulled the phone out of his pocket. He tapped out a text to Uncle Jay.
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Tell Dad Iâm sorry.
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Before he could