disappointment behind. But as she started up the car, as she sped past Frank as he helped Christina back to her feet, she found herself driving toward Judyâs.
Judyâs car was in the driveway, but her husbandâs wasnât. For that, Cecilia was grateful. This encounter would be strange and awkward enough without him here. She sat in her idling car, parked at the curb, and stared at the house. The drapes were drawn, but she thought she saw movement within.
What the hell am I going to say? she thought. Hey, Judy, remember that dead baby you were trying to give me? You still got it?
But the first thing she had to do was meet this child. Judyâs youngest, the one that supposedly was given to her by a fairy.
A fairy? What in the hell is wrong with me?
Even as she exited her car and walked toward the front door, she couldnât believe what she was going to do, couldnât believe she was buying into this. But it was something. At this point, she would try anything, and if someone like Judy believed in this fairy, then whoâs to say itâs not real?
The sound of her knuckles against the door seemed to echo off the surrounding houses. She thought she saw a flutter at the window beside the door, but when she turned to look, nothing was there.
She knocked again.
âItâs not a good time, Celia.â The voice sounded tired, pathetic almost.
âIâm here aboutâ¦about what we talked about last night.â
A long pause. âI told you, I was tired. I apologized, okay? Can we just drop it?â
âPlease, Judy. Can I come in? Iâ¦Iâm sorry I reacted the way I did, all right? Iâm willing to try it. Iâm willing to try anything.â She saw Frank in her mind again, his arm wrapped lovingly around Christinaâs waist.
The knob turned, but the door opened just a crack. âWe can talk about this later. It really is a bad time. Myââ
âCan I meet him? Your son? Please, Judy, I just want to see for myself.â
Right on cue, there was a high-pitched squeal from the depths of the house. Judy flinched, turned her head, eyes toward the ceiling. Her hand, visibly quivering, went to her forehead. âCome in. But you canât stay long,â she said. âIf Cliff gets here and sees you, heâll have a cow.â
Cecilia nodded, entered the home as Judy opened the door wider. Another piercing shriek from upstairs. Judy whimpered, took a deep breath, then smiled at Cecilia.
âHe can be a handful sometimes, but itâs worth it.â
The home was warm, with the smell of cinnamon-apple air freshener lingering about, and a hint of something burning.
âAre you cooking something?â
Judy threw her hands in the air. âOh shit, itâs ruined now.â She went toward the kitchen, but when Cecilia tried to follow, she put up her hands. âNo, no. Iâve got it.â She laughed, eyes darting back upstairs. âJust, uhâ¦just stay right here, okay?â
âYeah, okay.â
Judy rushed into the kitchen, pulling a pan from the stove, waving her hand over it. Gray smoke billowed from it, thickened the air with a sour cooked-meat smell. Judy blurted a few expletives, then tossed whatever it was into the sink.
Pounding footsteps from above.
Cecilia inched toward the staircase, looked up at the second floor.
The boy smiled down at her, eyes wide and unblinking. He gripped the wooden poles of the railing like a prisoner in his cell, glared down at Cecilia. The boyâs baby teeth gleamed, a string of drool stretching from his bottom lip. Then he slid his face, left to right then right to left, across the poles: thunk thunk thunk thunk . Back and forth, again and again, his smile never faltering. Thunk thunk thunk thunk.
âThatâs Billy.â
Cecilia yelped, held her hand to her chest, turned to face Judy who now stood beside her, gazing at her son.
âHeâsâ¦heâs adorable.