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    Caitlyn glanced over and had to remind herself to breathe as she stared at the man across from her. The man who had stolen her heart from practically their first date. She sighed and took another sip of her wine. When he moved his hand to link fingers with hers, a tingle shot straight to her pussy at the unexpected gesture. Involuntarily, she shivered as memories of his talented hands danced in her head. Last night had certainly been a vivid reminder.
    He might drive her crazy but she’d missed him. In more ways than one. Sleeping in the same bed as him the night before had been absolute torture. She’d woken up once and he’d been fast asleep. It had taken all her restraint not to wake him up and finish what they’d started.
    If she hadn’t been so tired after he’d given her the most intense orgasm she’d had in so long it was embarrassing, she knew what would have happened.
    What was going to happen. And soon.
    The words were out of her mouth before she could rein them in. “Do you want to move to the Adirondack Chairs?”
    He nodded and stood but started picking up the plates. She stopped him with her hand. “We’ll get them later.” She didn’t have to spell out what she meant, she was sure the silent invitation in her eyes was enough to convince him to do what she said. It was probably a huge mistake but after a year of sleeping alone, maybe having one last fling with him wasn’t such a bad idea. She hadn’t had sex since the night she’d left him and God knew there were times in the past year she’d needed a release.
    They walked the few feet to the lounge chairs and when he sat back on the elongated, green and white striped cushioned seat, she didn’t sit next to him.
    Instead, she straddled him, letting her dress ride up to her thighs. She didn’t know how much clearer she could be about what she wanted.
    Intentionally, she hadn’t worn anything under the dress. Next morning she would set up some ground rules but for tonight she was going to enjoy herself. On some level, she’d known this would happen tonight. It was inevitable. Like the rising of the sun. It was the reason she’d ignored him all day. To control herself until they talked about the future.
    He adjusted slightly, rubbing against her folds.
    They could talk later.
    “Honey, are you sure?” he rasped out as she tugged down the zipper of his pants.
    “Yes.” And she was.
    “I need to grab a condom.” He leaned forward and reached for his back pocket.
    “You won’t need one. I’m still on the pill.” She was on the pill because of the realities of her work. Something that shouldn’t surprise him.
    His huge body stilled, except for the unhitched movements of his chest.
    That’s when reality hit her and her stomach roiled. “Have you been with someone else?”
    His eyes widened and he choked on air. “No, God no. I bought these before, on the way to the hotel—”
    Unexpected, almost violent relief forked through her entire body. “I haven’t either.” She leaned forward and kissed him.
    When he didn’t protest, she continued kissing him as she rubbed her pussy over his cock. Their kiss was surprisingly gentle, not what she’d expected. He teased and tugged her bottom lip almost playfully so she gripped his penis. She didn’t want sweet tonight. She slid her hands up and down the length of his shaft, savoring the feel of him. His cock pulsed under her grasp and her abdominal muscles clenched in anticipation.
    Slowly, she leaned up and positioned her pussy at the tip of his penis. Before she could contemplate teasing him, his hips surged upward, penetrating her fully. She sucked in a deep breath and tried to steady herself. His fingers had been an intrusion last night. Her body needed to adjust. Her muscles tightened around him, milking him, yet she didn’t move.
    She heard more than felt, the back zipper of her dress come undone. When the top part of her dress fell away, she shivered. The worshipful