going to sleep early, but Allie was practicing one of her West Side Story songs in her room and I couldnât sleep. I went into my momâs room. She was organizing her closets and had piles of sweaters and shirts and pants and skirts everywhere on her bed. I found a small square of a spot near her pillows and sat down cross-legged.
âWhatâs up, honey? You look tired. You okay?â
âJust thinking about stuff,â I said, and watched my mom fold an old red sweater of hers and put it in what she said was the âdonateâ pile.
âMom, why does Allie get so obsessed with her part when sheâs in a play? I canât sleep, listening to her sing the same song over and over.â
âOh, you know how she gets before a show. Sheâs nervous.â
âShe doesnât act nervous. She acts like a diva actress whoâs won three Academy Awards.â
âWell, thatâs how Allie shows her nerves.â
I wondered what I did when I was nervous. Usually I didnât want to be around people or attract any attention. Allie seemed just the opposite.
âWant to talk about whatever youâre thinking about?â
âNo,â I said. âI think I just need some sleep. Can you tell Miss Diva to quiet down? If I tell her, sheâll get mad and just sing louder.â
âOkay.â Mom smiled. âGood night.â She came over to kiss me on my forehead. âYouâll figure it out. You always do. But let me know ifyou want to talk about it, okay, honey?â
I nodded and got up.
I climbed into bed and thought of all the things I was trying to figure out with Hailey, with the letter to Dear Know-It-All, with Michael, even with Allie. My eyelids felt heavy and I started to drift off.
Hopefully, it would all seem simpler in the morning.
Chapter 6
GIRL CHOKES ON PEANUT BUTTER, MISSES GREAT DATE OPPORTUNITY
The next morning I wore my favorite long brown skirt and white T-shirt. I had a big breakfast of eggs, toast, and turkey sausage. The weather was sunny and beautiful, and I wasnât going to let anything bother me today.
âHeeellooo!â I said brightly to Hailey when I saw her walking down the hall to her language arts class.
âHi!â she answered back, and we walked together. Then Hailey pulled me toward the wall. âOkay, I just saw Michael coming the other way. I have another plan about the show. Iâll fake sick and say your momâs back is out. Sheâs had back problems before, right? So Iâllsay youâre not sure what to do and heâll offer to go with you on Friday. Is that proactive or what?â
âWell, I donât know aboutââ I started to say, but again I got one of those Hailey shoves that could have sent me airborne. I found myself colliding with Michael as he came innocently walking down the hall, his head buried in a notebook he was holding.
âWhoa,â he said, and steadied me with a hand on my shoulder. His hand felt warm and strong, but I was getting angryâokay, furious âat this pushing strategy Hailey actually seemed to think was a proactive plan of attack.
âYou okay, Trippy? Youâve been extra-trippy lately, even for you,â he said. Then that cute, crazy smile emerged, along with crinkles near his eyesâthe whole deal.
I backed up, stood up straight, and cleared my throat.
âIâwell, itâs just that . . .â I looked behind me, planning on glaring at Hailey, but she was nowhere to be seen.
âIâm glad I ran into youânot literally, but I guess kind of literally,â he said.
âHa-ha.â
âWell, Iâm glad, because I was thinking about the play.â
I stopped breathing. Maybe Hailey had been right all alongâall this pushing and awkward conversation had kept me on his mind. Thereâs no such thing as bad publicity, right?
âYeah?â I said, toeing the carpet with the