ever.
âThatâs all right, Iâll dress when the boys get up. You could call themâ¦?â
âNot yet,â he replied. âI want to talk to you.â
âAbout what?â
He motioned her into a chair and then sat down across from her, his big, lean hands dangling between his knees as he studied her. âAbout what you said lastnight. Iâve been thinking about it. Did Adell tell you that it was loving Randy, not hating me, that broke up our marriage?â
Melody clasped her hands in her lap and stared at them. âShe said that she married you because you were kind and gentle and obviously cared about her so much,â she told him, because only honesty would do. âWhen she met Randy, at the service station where she had her car worked on and bought gas, she tried to pretend it wasnât happening, that she wasnât falling in love. But she was too weak to stop it. Iâm not excusing what she did, Emmett,â she said when he looked haunted. âThere should have been a kinder way. And I should have said no when Randy asked me to help them get away. But nothing will change what happened. She really does love him. Thereâs no way to get around that.â
âI see.â
He looked grim. She hated the wounded expression on his lean face.
âEmmett,â she said gently, âyou have to believe it wasnât because of you personally. She fell in love, really in love. The biggest mistake she made was marrying you when she didnât love you properly.â
âDo you know what that is?â he asked with a bitter smile. âLoving âproperlyâ?â
âWell, not really,â she said. âI havenât ever been in love.â That was true enough. Sheâd had crushes on movie stars, and once sheâd had a crush on a boy back in San Antonio. But that had been a very lukewarm relationship and the boy had gone crazy over a cheerleader who was more willing in the backseat of his car than Melody had been.
âWhy?â he asked curiously.
She sighed. âYou must have noticed that Iâm oversized and not very attractive,â she said with a wistful smile.
He frowned. âArenât you? Who says?â
Color came and went in her cheeks. âWell, no one, but Iâ¦â
It disturbed him that heâd said such a thing to her, when sheâd been the enemy since Randy had spirited Adell away. âHave the kids given you any trouble?â
âJust Guy,â she replied after a minute. âHe doesnât like me.â
âHe doesnât like anybody except me,â he said easily. âHeâs the most insecure of the three.â
She nodded. âAmy and Polk are very sweet.â
âAdell spoiled them. She favored Guy, although he took it the best of the three when she left. I think he loved her, but he never talks about her.â
âHeâs a very private person, isnât he? Divorce must be hard on everyone,â she replied. âMy parents loved each other for thirty yearsâuntil they died. There was never any question of them getting a divorce or separating. They were happy. So were we. It was a blow when we lost them. Randy wound up being part brother and part parent to me. I was still in school.â
âThat explains why you were so close, I suppose.â He cocked his head and studied her. âHow did they die?â
âIn a freak accident,â she said sadly. âMy mother was in very bad healthâa semi-invalid. She had what Dad thought was a light heart attack. He got her into the car and was speeding, trying to get her to the hospital. He lost control in a curve and wrecked the car. They both died.â She averted her eyes. âThere was an oil slick on the road that he didnât see, and a light rainâ¦just enough to bring the oil to the surface. Randy and I blamed ourselves for not insisting thatDad call an ambulance instead of