the
bathroom and sticking a finger
down her throat.
Anyway. Whatever. She could
still read. There was enough light
coming in from the window.
Park
She read stuff as fast as he could
give it to her. And when she
handed it back to him the next
morning, she always acted as if
she were handing him something
fragile. Something precious. You
wouldn’t even know that she
touched the comics except for the
smell.
Every book Park lent her came
back smelling like perfume. Not
like the perfume his mom wore.
(Imari.) And not like the new girl;
she smelled like vanilla.
But she made his comics smell
like roses. A whole field of them.
She’d read all of his Alan
Moore in less than three weeks.
Now he was giving her X-Men
comics five at a time, and he could
tell that she liked them because
she wrote the characters’ names
on her books, in between band
names and song lyrics.
They still didn’t talk on the
bus, but it had become a less
confrontational silence. Almost
friendly. (But not quite.)
Park would have to talk to her
today – to tell her that he didn’t
have anything to give her. He’d
overslept, then forgotten to grab
the stack of comics he’d set out
for her the night before. He hadn’t
even had time to eat breakfast or
brush his teeth, which made him
self-conscious, knowing he was
going to be sitting so close to her.
But when she got on the bus
and
handed
him
yesterday’s
comics, all Park did was shrug.
She looked away. They both
looked down.
She was wearing that ugly
necktie again. Today it was tied
around her wrist. Her arms and
wrists
were
scattered
with
freckles, layers of them in
different shades of gold and pink,
even on the back of her hands.
Little-boy hands, his mom would
call them, with short-short nails
and ragged cuticles.
She stared down at the books
in her lap. Maybe she thought he
was mad at her. He stared at her
books, too – covered in ink and
Art Nouveau doodles.
‘So,’ he said, before he knew
what to say next, ‘you like the
Smiths?’ He was careful not to
blow his morning breath on her.
She looked up, surprised.
Maybe confused. He pointed at
her book, where she’d written
‘How Soon Is Now?’ in tall green
letters.
‘I don’t know,’ she said. ‘I’ve
never heard them.’
‘So you just want people to
think you like the Smiths?’ He
couldn’t
help
but
sound
disdainful.
‘Yeah,’ she said, looking
around the bus. ‘I’m trying to
impress the locals.’
He didn’t know if she could
help but sound like a smartass, but
she sure wasn’t trying. The air
soured between them. Park shifted
against the wall. She looked
across the aisle to stare out the
window.
When he got to English, he
tried to catch her eye, but she
looked away. He felt like she was
trying so hard to ignore him that
she wouldn’t even participate in
class.
Mr Stessman kept trying to
draw her out – she was his new
favorite target whenever things got
sleepy in class. Today they were
supposed to be discussing Romeo
and Juliet , but nobody wanted to
talk.
‘You don’t seem troubled by
their deaths, Miss Douglas.’
‘I’m sorry?’ she said. She
narrowed her eyes at him.
‘It doesn’t strike you as sad?’
Mr Stessman asked. ‘Two young
lovers lay dead. Never was a story
of more woe . Doesn’t that get to
you?’
‘I guess not,’ she said.
‘Are you so cold? So cool?’
He was standing over her desk,
pretending to plead with her.
‘No …’ she said. ‘I just don’t
think it’s a tragedy.’
‘It’s the tragedy,’ Mr Stessman
said.
She rolled her eyes. She was
wearing two or three necklaces,
old fake pearls, like Park’s
grandmother wore to church, and
she twisted them while she talked.
‘But he’s so obviously making
fun of them,’ she said.
‘Who is?’
‘Shakespeare.’
‘Do tell …’
She rolled her eyes again. She
knew Mr Stessman’s game
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