veranda at sunset in a green and yellow folding chair.
âThereâs one thing and itâs definitely a true thing,â said Maria in a sing-song voice, âthe men who come here donât come because they want to live to be a hundred.â
Maria spread her long fingers and light shone through the tiny webs between them.
âPhillip Jong, respected member of the Melbourne City Council, Herb Langley, star footballer turned coach, Dixie Smith, businessman, Frank Kelly, MLA -â
âFour men?â
âAll died in parlours in the last year. Thereâs one thing and itâs definitely a true thing. Itâs true about you and me and itâs even true about Freda there, winking fit to beat the band.â
âWhat is?â
âItâs an undeniably true fact that weâre dangerous.â
Maria laughed, then coughed. Pearls of sweat stood out on her forehead. I followed her gaze around the kitchen, where layers of repair were tawdry and threadbare, where it came to rest on the cake.
No one spoke. It seemed like the end of the party. I got up and took some leftover pieces of cabana out to Jack the cat.
If we ever had gone for a trip out to that farm, if John had ever invited us, it might have given us a point of reference, a shared memory that would have stayed with us, helped us through the next few weeks.
That night John died in his bed of natural causes. Heâd been dead for two days before the postman found him in front of the television, in the striped folding chair, with his head on one side, the colours in his long pink and white legs having run together, and a fateful look, a look of fulfilled ambition on his face.
Commuting
Sophie has her eye on a house. She walks past it every day, and she talks to Melissa about it, with the mixture of make-believe and confession that forms the major part of her conversations with her daughter. Itâs only the nicest house sheâs ever seen.
Sometimes thereâs washing on the line at the back. Once she heard music coming from the front room, but sheâs never seen the people who live there. She has no reason to suppose the house will be sold, but this doesnât stop her from dreaming she has enough for a deposit.
âJust you and me,â she says to Melissa. âThink of it â all those rooms!â
Melissa turns in the stroller and arches her back. She knows this tone of voice of her motherâs, and answers enthusiastically. âDa-da-da-da-da!â Five single commanding notes.
âYou wish,â says Sophie, laughing, then more softly, âI wish too.â
Great trees shade the house, trees that might have been there before any white person. One stormy afternoon they watch them, crossed and contorted by the wind. And the house stands up between them, goes on standing. It just has to.
Melissaâs stroller has a hood, and Sophie turns it so that itâs facing away from the rain, but stands with her own face to the sky. âLook!â she shouts in triumph. âLook!â
By five oâclock the dirt outside their block of flats will be as dry as ever.
No Trace.
Sophie wonders whether the house has any sort of special history. Simply being old in a new suburb is enough, but still she wonders. It doesnât have the design of a farmhouse, and she canât imagine it ever being surrounded by sheep. Itâs made from large blocks of stone, the colour of the French mustard in the Deli section of the supermarket. Sophie imagines the blocks being manoeuvred into place, the extraordinary muscular sweat of the builders.
There are other large houses on the hill, houses whose paintwork is barely dry, whose new brickishness is not yet softened by trees. Sophie barely glances at them, while she pushes Melissaâs stroller energetically towards her chosen one. She thinks of her house watching as the suburb rises to meet it, and says, in answer to her daughterâs questioning